为什么你一直在躲避我
是不是在暗示我们的爱情到此结束
永远都没有人能明白我的心有多么的痛
就算是如此
我也要从你口中听到
才会彻底的死心
我的心是血和肉形成的
不是铁打的
请你不要一直以为我没什么感觉
不要一直觉得我很坚强
只要你说一声你真的想和她一起
我就会默默的离去
成全你们两
你的沈默让我不知该怎么好
是应该往前走
还是站在原地等
我真的做不出决定
请你赶快有个答案
我真的快止息了
我要快乐 !!!
为什么世上会有爱? 能让人很快乐，也能让人伤的彻底... 早上七点才睡着的我，这么快就起身了... 无法再睡下去... 脑子一直不停地想着他，我真的是快疯了... 爱不爱都觉得痛... 怎么办??? 真的很气我自己，一直无法让自己快乐起来...
今天的心情
看着窗外阴霾的天气
听着悲伤的情歌
突然觉得那酸痛的感觉又回来了
今天以经是我们分手的第十五天
第一次和你分离这么久
真的很不习惯没有你在我身边
原以为我已坚强了
以为我已哭干了泪水
怎么知道我这天天装着开心的脸刚刚又被眼泪洗了一次
或许我懂的太多太多
心才会这么痛
我知道事实往往都是这么残酷和伤人的
但从没后悔过
看着我手上以前为你而流下的疤痕
仿佛勾起很多我们的回忆
你让我很怀疑你有没有真心的爱过我
有没有很想保护我的念头
虽然懂得很多
但还是对我们的爱情有很多的疑问
我对我们的爱情可说是敢爱敢恨
可是你却不够勇敢
难道跟我在一起有让你那么不快乐吗?
真的很希望你能认真用心去想一想
现在能给我们的爱情的也只有是时间了
但愿它能让所有的情感有个美好的结果
~* 说好的辛福呢 *~
一天一天慢慢地过去了
心也一天比一天的还要酸痛
真的是度日如年
我等到整地都撒满了落叶
每一片叶都是我流过的泪
你怎么还不回到我身边?
爱情就是这么一回事
要失去才懂得怎么去珍惜
要痛过才懂得怎么去好好的爱
我的心一直在呼唤着你
你听到了吗?
我们这三年半来的回忆
已早在我内心身铺踏出了很深刻的脚印
可是我们似乎好像变成了最熟悉的陌身人
即使站在我身旁的你
我都觉得好遥远
这是为什么?
我们说好的辛福呢?
现在我们之间差离了1000 步的距离
只要你肯跨出第一步
我就会朝你方向走完其余的 999 步
或许你会说我傻，说我笨
我对感情就是这么执着
爱本来就是盲目的...
It's Very Meaningful
第一句 - 如果我们之间有1000步的距离, 你只要跨出第1步, 我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步
第二句 - 通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人 才是真正爱你的人第三句 - 付出真心 才会得到真心 却也可能伤得彻底 保持距离 就能保护自己 却也注定永远寂寞
第四句 - 有时候 不是对方不在乎你 而是你把对方看得太重
第五句 - 朋友就是把你看透了 还能喜欢你的人
第六句 - 就算是believe 中间也藏了一个lie
第七句 - 真正的好朋友 并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题, 而是在一起 就算不说话 也不会感到尴尬
第八句 - 没有一百分的另一半 只有五十分的两个人
第九句 - 为你的难过而快乐的 是敌人 为你的快乐而快乐的 是朋友 为你的难过而难过的 就是那些 该放进心里的人
第十句 - 冷漠 有时候并不是无情 只是一种避免被伤害的工具
Happy 26th Birthday To Him
I'm so depressed tt this yr i cant be by his side for his birthday which i nv fail to do so for the past 3 yrs.. Every yr, i nv failed to give him suprises and the things he want.. Sadly, he's celebrating with her nw... Memories of those past celebrations flashes through my mind non stop. Cant stop thinking where they going, wad they doing.. Alone in my room, with no one elses at home... Cried till my both eyes like goldfish nw.. M-I-S-E-R-Y is wad i feel... But i still hope tt he will have a wonderful day today, no matter who he's with and where they go.. If he's happy, i'll be happy too.. That dun really sounds like me right..?! I cant believe i'm feeling this way too...
IF YOU SEE THIS, A BIRTHDAY SONG FOR YOU
Happy Birthday To You, Happy Birthday To You
Happy Birthday To My Past Love,
Happy Birthday To You...... :)
With Lots of Love,
Mee Mo Sa Aka Ah Fat
Life Is So Full Of Obstacles
Went to find Magdalene after Luan went to work yesterday.. So coincidentally, Mag took MC tt day.. Slacked at her place for few hrs then decided to go Bishan Junction 8 to shop for his birthday gifts. Shopped ard for very long deciding wad to buy for him.. I dun intend to spend much money on e gifts when I've already wasted $800 plus before tat to book the resort for him but end up was told by him to change to my birthday instead. I bought a very ordinary looking card but with a very meaningful message on it. It suits us so much.. I bought a couple polo tee too.. I kept e girl's one with me and give him the guy's one.. Hoping tat 1 day we gt the chance to wear it together.... Got a bad news from him tat his friends got into very serious car accident and both of them died.. It was on the newspaper, headline... I feel so sorry for the victim's family... So pple if u are driving, pls drive carefully.. I ever heard a saying from someone :"The pple who died are relieved, whereas the pple who are still ard are the ones suffering." Which is very very true.. Haiz.. Life is so fragile, cherish it when u know u still can....
16.10.08
Went Yishun Safra with Luan 2 days ago.. Suddenly feel like singing so went to the Party World there.. Same thing i was very down then luan asked me out... Feel more relieved and shiok after tat.. I was so proud of myself that i nv even shed a tear while singing so many sad songs.. Luan as usual was so busy smsing some guys leaving me happily singing for a good 3 hrs i think. Took some pics b4 we left.. Though jus e 2 of us but we had great laughs while cam whoring.. I stayed over Luan's place tt night, din manage to have bed time chat she dozed off liao... (-_-") But still, Luan really thks for always being there for me when i needed u... *HuGx*
Haha.. some ugly pose which my sis taught me.. **STARZ**
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