Angrrryyyyyy!!!!!

I really must complained abt the bad service that some cab drivers had offered.. I know it's our responsibilities to take care of our belongings and the cab company will not be reliable for it.. But still I must say that some cab drivers are not doing their job well.. 

I lost my Nokia 5800 in a SMRT cab last night at 9 plus while going to work.. Blame on my stupidness, I already sense something dropped onto the floor of the backseat but I din really see what it is and ever expect that it's my hp.. My hp was on silent mode and I realised it was lost a few minutes after I alight.. Too bad I din see the car plate number if not their company would be able to track down asap... Call the company to lodge a report and efficiently they faster send notice out to all cab drivers.. I tried calling my hp and it was still ringing.. Dun dare to call it too many times as I afraid that passenger might hear the vibrating sound or see the light of the hp.. But imagine after an hour plus I lost my hp, it was still ringing.. Meaning no one took it yet.. So the cab drivers have so much time to just take a look behind their seats to see whether there's a hp there.. But the main problem is, ALOT OF THE DRIVERS CANT EVEN BOTHERED ABT THE NOTICE THEIR COMPANY LET OUT... Or probably they themselves greedily will take the hp themselves... Later in the night ard 11 plus i think, my hp is off.. There it goes!!!!!! Fucking , fucking pissed off... Making me no mood to work at all...

What I have lost in that phone is lots of memories.. It's sentimental.. Alot of contacts which I have yet transfer to my iPhone, pics which I have yet transfer to my com, messages that I will not be able to receive it anymore....... I wun blame the person for taking my hp cos most of the pple will not return to the owner.. I will only blame myself for being reckless, blame the fucking bad breath uncle driver who do not bother to see the notice and check his backseat.... FUCK HIM , CB!!!!!

My Future

It's been so long since I last posted anything on my blog page.. Woke up 12 plus just now which was consider quite early for me.. Went lunch with my god brother... Each and everytime I see him, I keep thinking whether should I tell him that I wanna join him under property.. I gotta start somewhere somehow, eventually.. I told him abt wad I'm thinking and he give me this look (-_-)... He said that I've been hesitating for 2 years already and I'm still hestitating.......... Fickle minded is just in me la...


FACTORS THAT KEPT ME HESITATING :-

1. No confidence in myself, afraid that I might not be able to handle it
2. If not active within half a yr, company will sack me
3. There are so many pple working in this line therefore it's very competitive
4. There are friends and pple I know failed in this line and told me it's not easy

So how How HOW.......................??????????????

If someone were to recommend me to fly with Singapore Airlines and confirm that I will be selected I will sure go lo.. That has always been my idea job since young.. Doing the things that I like.. Flying around seeing the world, meeting different pple with different culture....... Though I'm so fucking scare of plane getting hijacked by terrorists or plane crash *CHOY*!!! BUT too bad I din meet their minimum requirement... So I stop dreaming ever since they change their criteria....

Anyway to comfort myself I told myself being a property agent definately can earn more than being an air stewardess...

Now it's abt me... Whether do I have the courage to make the first step out....

Holiday Season Next Month

Shag when waking up, guess I drunk too much last night.. Luckily nv vomit & no hangover.. Have to chiong hard this month as next month wun be working so many days due to HOLIDAYS!!! Finally I can let down my hair after months of hard work..

As I mentioned earlier that I will be going to Taipei, Hongkong & Macau frm 10th to 18th April.. Baby & I were planning to go for a short trip on the 7th to 9th.. Baby tried finding alot of places but I wasn't very keen until he found this place at Malaysia.. It's at Port Dickson.. We'll be staying at Avillion Hotel.. Saw the pic on the web and find it very nice and relaxing.. At least it's somewhere that we've nv heard or been before... Rather than always going to Bintan, Batam, Bali or Phuket these common places that pple know... Cant wait for this month to fly by fast..

Another sleepless night

It's 5 more mins to 4am in the morning.. Walking ard the hse... Opening and closing the fridge, not wanting to find anything to eat.. Counting opposite block see hw many lights are still on at this time... Browsing friend's profile thru FB.. I'm having fucking insomnia again.. 

He's sleeping like a pig now, snoring all e way.. Making me more difficult to fall aslp.. Wake him up, telling him i cant get to slp end up tell me to count sheeps... I count until counting frogs liao but still awake lo.. Sianzzz... What else can I do alone in e middle of the night when I cant get to sleep??

Lost in MJ again just now.. $100 flew .. EVERYTIME lost to his dad and sis-in-law whenever play with them.. Sianzz.. everytime donate $$... Dun play with them liao .. Not fun one!! Humph!!!

Suddenly feel so sian of everything ard me.. Be it work or other things.. So tired.. Am I feeling this way coz I cant get to slp now or am I really feeling this inside me....?

Off day yesterday

Went over to my cousin's place in the evening time for my niece's birthday.. A wink of an eye she's already 10.. Still rmb carrying her when she arrived to the world.. Bought Nintendo DS for her as present.. Bought 2 of it though.. Other one for my another niece whose birthday just passed on February and they are the same age.. Glad that they are both very happy & excited when receieving the present....

Later at night had a Mahjong session with Baby, elise and friend... Suddenly called me at 9 plus PM to ask if we wanna play as she's bored at hm... Poor Baby gotta wake up early for work today yet still wanna spend more time with me... This is what he claimed but deep inside I feel he also feel very tempted by it.. Lol... We have 2 mahjong sets.. One is my Hello Kitty set the other one is Baby's hse mj set.. Since CNY we have been using his  mj to play, I keep losing $$... Elise's friend said I start blaming on the "swimming trunk".... LOL...Faintz.. But it's the truth ma.. Sob sob.. :( Next time I must use back mY hello Kitty see if I will win $$.... If yes then it's really that MJ set problem.. Haha.......

Just seen my work schedule for this month.. Really packed to the hell.. Whole month only got 5 days off.. Need to cancel off some days as got quite a few events on hand which will really shag me out..

Will be gg to Taiwan, Hongkong & Macau next month 10th-18th.. Feeling so excited as I haven been to Taiwan & Macau yet.. Excited to see what is there.. Luckily air tickets and accomodation are being sponsored, means i can spend more on shopping... Yeeeaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh......................!!!!!!!!