My Future

It's been so long since I last posted anything on my blog page.. Woke up 12 plus just now which was consider quite early for me.. Went lunch with my god brother... Each and everytime I see him, I keep thinking whether should I tell him that I wanna join him under property.. I gotta start somewhere somehow, eventually.. I told him abt wad I'm thinking and he give me this look (-_-)... He said that I've been hesitating for 2 years already and I'm still hestitating.......... Fickle minded is just in me la...


FACTORS THAT KEPT ME HESITATING :-

1. No confidence in myself, afraid that I might not be able to handle it
2. If not active within half a yr, company will sack me
3. There are so many pple working in this line therefore it's very competitive
4. There are friends and pple I know failed in this line and told me it's not easy

So how How HOW.......................??????????????

If someone were to recommend me to fly with Singapore Airlines and confirm that I will be selected I will sure go lo.. That has always been my idea job since young.. Doing the things that I like.. Flying around seeing the world, meeting different pple with different culture....... Though I'm so fucking scare of plane getting hijacked by terrorists or plane crash *CHOY*!!! BUT too bad I din meet their minimum requirement... So I stop dreaming ever since they change their criteria....

Anyway to comfort myself I told myself being a property agent definately can earn more than being an air stewardess...

Now it's abt me... Whether do I have the courage to make the first step out....