illness got worse

Super moodless now... Feeling so tired and lethargic... Menses, Fever, Cough & Sore throat all come visit me at the same time... Fever had subsided hope it won't come back again.. Trying to find replacement for work tml, doubt i got the energy to work.. Will lose my voice if i keep drinking and never rest enough.. It's been a long time ago since i last had high fever.. Got a forbia towards it cos it cause me to lost 3kg..!! Though slimming down is good but the process of it sucks....!! I was bedridden as if i'm going to die like tt... Eeeerrrrrr.... Just hate that feeling.. 要死不死的感觉.... Celebrating my birthday with friends this coming Wednesday so i must get well by then...

My shag Baby sleeping beside me now snoring like a piggy.. All thanks to him... Taking care of me in the middle of the night when i'm having fever.. Waking up to feed me medicine and change my fever pad... With all the medicine, herbal teas and sweets he bought for me, i guess i would be able to recover rapidly... Tonight still gtta bring Baby to Bottle Tree restaurant for dinner... Every sunday we would take turn alternately to bring each other to places with nice food... Craving for crab later as Bottle Tree Restauarnt got very nice Chilli Crab... Think hack care later liao, decide hw to cure my throat after eating it... Hee... I just love spicy food :)

Sick

As what i expected, nights & nights of drinking and working.. I finally fell sick.. My throat pain is killing me.. Itchy and pain... Just by swollowing my saliva also hurt.. What i scare & hates most finally strucks me.. And that's COUGH..!! I can cough up to weeks and not recover, throat will hurt everytime i cough.. Luckily Baby bought me some herbal candies and Pi Pa Gao... Hopefully these will easen my pain and make me recover asap...

So tired.. Just reach hm after doing an event & went down Bugis to shop for some stuffs.. Slept quite late last night & woke up early this morning.. Thought that i could nap a while but seeing the time nw, dun think i have enough time to.. Have another event at 7 plus.. Feeling a bit giddy nw but still gtta force myself to work later.. cant manage to find anyone so last min to replace me.. Sianzzz.. I gtta endure again...

Christmas coming

Vommitted like hell on Wed night, due to drinkin again... All thanks to Karen...Was having terrible hangover till last night and had to force myself to work... Glad that it all went off when i woke up just now.. Hungry, din really eat anything yesterday... Poor Baby... Feeling so apologetic towards him.. taking care & waiting for me every night... 辛苦你了... :(

Sad... friends had organised a christmas party next month at changi chalet on the 22nd and i slipped off my mind.. keep thinking tt it's on the 23rd.. plan to gather and exchange x'mas gift but i was away to genting... only back on the 23rd.. My shanghai trip postpone, sianz... maybe not gg anymore.. depends whether my uncle will be very busy handling his business there... Finally decide to take off on the 24th (x'mas eve) this yr, first in 5 yrs...It's really been a long long time tt i celebrated x'mas with friends and loved ones... hmmm... wonder what plan to have and where to go.. everywhere should be very pack with people.. Shall go think of some nice idea hw to celebrate it...  :)

Back To Workout

Gastric hasn't been feeling well these few days... Think due to much drinking almost every night... Wanted to buy gastric pills but not sure which one is gd... Think should ask my friend Judy who is a regular gastric pain patient.. Haha..

Started back doing exercise to firm and slim down my tummy.. Ever since working at Ratchada, nights & nights of drinking had cause my tummy to become bigger & bigger.. Super sad lo.. Keep looking back at my past pics whereby my tummy is flat and tone... Trying to agitate myself to exercise more to go back to what i was... Feel super conscious now, even more than e past.. My work place really stress us keep ourselves slim... My in charge even bought a weighing machine to keep track of our weight every month... Scary right... Very stress..... (-.-)" *sweat* Trying to cut down on oily & fried food... drinking mostly mineral water now or drinks with low sugar... It gtta start off with a healthy diet... Say myself as if I'm very fat like tt.. lol... Girls are just paranoid.. Keep complaining fat where as some are nt even at all..

Must keep it up to drop kilos in less than a month.. i can do it.. Yeah...!!!!

My 24th Birthday Coming!!

Time flies...... Another year ending soon... Few more months to 2010, I'm turning 24... 又老了一岁!!! (;_;) Few more weeks to my birthday but till now still not sure hw to celebrate it.. I only manage to take off on 25Th & 26Th for it and Baby need these 2 days.. Duno wad surprise he's gonna give me.. He's so secretive.. Well.., shall wait for the day to come then will know...

Now the only date i left is 18th which happened that i was not schedule for any jobs.. Tt's the only nearest date that i could make it... I was intending to just have a simple dinner @ Secret Garden on the 18Th with my close friends... The problem now is i have 2 groups of close friends but only a day to celebrate with them... Thinking if it's all right to gather all of them together.. Guess there shouldn't be any problem right my friends...?? Know u all very sociable one.. Hee.. :)

Friends already start asking me what i wan for my birthday.. Honestly i really duno what i wan.. I dun seems to lack of anything now... Will go and think then let u all know abt it ok.. Give me some time okie :) Looking forward for the celebration...

ZoukOut coming soon again...!!! 14th Dec (Saturday) Thinking whether should i go this year.. Had lots of fun last year though it was super duper tiring...Karen suggest to take off and go there enjoy... Maybe I should.... Once a year thing cant missed it right....

December will be a very busy month for me.. Already got alot of events engagements by now... Think will be more coming up... Will be going to Genting with Baby & his friends from 20th to 23rd.. Already confirm and Baby told me that i gtta take turn to help his friend drive.. OMG!!! scary shit... When back gtta be busy for Christmas & New Year celebration.. Wonder my job required us to put up some show, if yes i'll be even more busy as need to go for rehearsal.. Baby complained that he will be alone & bored this year Christmas cos i told him tt i wanted to work due to better income.. Still deciding if i should take off to celebrate with him or work... I've nv took off on these celebrations before for the past 4 yrs in this line.. Feel wasted to let it go like tt but at the same time feel like celebrating it as i nv get to celebrate it for so many years.. Haiz fickle minded me... I'm forever like that....