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I Hate Tonight

Damn fucking pissed off with today, which is on the 27th.. whatever happened really fucking pissed me off.. Arrgghhh.. So feeling wanted to vent out, but cant n must control... Feeling sooooo bad mood till wanna punch hardly on sandbag for a good 10 mins.. But too bad i dun have it with me now and i gtta swollow everything in me............. Do u understand how miserable it is when u cant vent ur anger out when ur mind is erupting like a volcano already??????

@#$%#&%^^*&%&|#..... AAAAAAAAArrrrrrrrrrrrrGGGGGGGGGGGGhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A Summarize Blog since I Last Blogged

It's been quite a while since I last blogged... Due to CNY, work, laziness and etc.. Nothing to do, I'm bored now as Baby went for his army exercise this afternoon.. Will only be back on Friday night.. Sianz.. When he's around, I find him annoying & dun even wan to bother him at times.. But misses & wanting him to be by my side when he's not around... Absence really makes the heart ponders....

This CNY is really a boring one for me... Not much of visiting relative's place as most of them got their own activities and Valentine's clashes on the same day... We went night safari for our Valentine's dinner which was quite worth it though it costs almost half a K... Both baby & I enjoyed it..

Finally tml I got the time to go tanning at Sentosa.. It's been months and months that I wanted so much to do it but cant.. Will be going with my 2 gd friends Elise and Beckie.. 2 friends which I din catch up and see them for months.. But we always got unfinish topic to talk abt whenever we see each other.. Hopefully the weather would be a big sunny day tml.. I really got to get myself really tann tml as I'm not sure when will I be able to make it the next time.. Moreover I turn back fair pretty fast...

Though baby not in, I still stay at his place.. Had a mahjong session with his dad, sis-in-law and a friend just now.. Lost $25 .. Baby's sis-in-law so lucky, everytime win at least $50.. Probably this year is a very gd yr for him as his zodiac sign is a pig, which is the best in 2010.. Tt poor friend of ours lost $185... Heart pain for her.. Did some offerings for the god just now with his family too.. Provide a minimum help as I know nothing abt it.. Haha.... Finding something to do while waiting for my hair to dry after a wonderful warm bath...Shiookkk..........

Deep Down In My Complicated Heart

I've been trying so hard to do my best in my job recently... It realli shag me out... So sick of it, thinking when can I stop all these... Stop living for for pple but myself.. Every month there will be commitments and burdens... All these years, I really got enough of it... But sadly I cant shake it off... 

I chose not to think, not even to take it that it has happened and etc... But till the end of the day I still gotta face it, knowing that what I did is only to numb myself for a while... I've been optimistic all these while.. Since years and years back.. Always thinking is this what I really want in life? Or until the end of the road, what will I see in myself? I always dun have an answer to myself.. Trying to hide away from it, not facing the reality..

What can I do man? Years are catching up.......... I have not much time left... Can I really fulfill my dream... If not what's my second plan in life... The liquid flowing in my body is not blood anymore....I cant continue this for long... Will I really have a good life in the future as in what all fortune teller told me abt my life? I'm so afraid of losing myself one day... 

Really really duno what I want in my life to make it more fulfilling, more worth-while....

Whole body aching like hell

Woke up a while ago, feeling my whole body aching like hell.. Having difficulty dragging myself out from bed... GOSH...!!! Super pain..

Yesterday was my off day again.. Was not schedule on any jobs.. Thinking that finally got the time to continue my lessons at Amore so I went for the kickboxing at 3.30pm. Was slightly late and lessons had started when I reached.. Rushing in without even putting my bag in the locker, I merged into the group. The instructor was  awesome.. Making sure that everyone could catch up with the steps, he taught slowly and clearly before speeding up. The workouts really got everyone sweat out. Guess I din ate anything before exercising causes me to feel abit giddy through the lesson. After kickboxing, I still went to the gym to use some of the facilities. Went weighing myself and glad to find myself dropped 1kg, though not much but a gd start i believe. Before going to bath, I went to the steam room for a good 15 mins. Was being steam red almost like a cooked prawn, I faster stop and rest a while before going to shower. Feeling so shiok to workout so tedious once a while. Feel that all the fatigue and tiredness gone.

Bought dinner home after tt and enjoyed with my family.. It's been quite some time since I last went back.. Came back Baby's place at 10 plus, feeling so shag and tired..

Wonder how am I going to dance tonight.. Haiz..

More Updates On Paintballs


Upper left to right: Ah Heng, Edwin, Ben & Me. (Winner Team)
Lower left to right: Wei Jun, Ice, Justin & Ah Kor.

 
Counter terrorists & terrorists.

There's only 2 girls therefore only the guys "O Ah Bei Ah Som" to split themselves up. Ice then chosed to team up with Justin's (her brother) team claiming that if they were to be in different team, Justin will sure keep shooting her. Justin was a marksman in army I was slightly afraid that he keep aiming me too but left with no choice I have to team up with Ben they all.

We were then asked to go into the play site to have some safety briefing and game rules before we start. The staff then try the gun to let us see how far the paintball can shoot and even let us feel the paintball. It's semi hard, size as a marble. We then went out to discuss our own strategy in winning the game. Upon going into the play site again to start the game, we wore our vests & masks go to the shooting range before the site to try a few shots of our guns. The gun is quite heavy as a tank of CO2 is attached to it. 2 of their staffs then wear their masks and followed us into the site to be the judge of both teams.

There's a home base which is the starting point in each side, when the siren sound we have to run nearer to the opponent side without getting shoot by hiding from barrels to barrels. A box is placed by the side of the center line which we gotta retrieve back to our home base to win the game. But before retrieving the box, we gotta shot down 2 targets (1 big 1 small) placing on 2 different barrels placed on each side of the opponent site. Players got shot must report to the medic booth by raising our hands to avoid being shot by the opponent players.

The weather was hot & sunny at first but luckily it turn out to be cloudy & windy after a few mins of drizzling. After a few rounds & breaks btw, we won. Scores 4-2 !!! We were all shag & sweaty. My hands were trembling after holding the heavy gun for so long. Justin suddenly "merlion" after that due to drinking too much water. Haha... What a pity cos we din bring camera if not can video the whole scene down. It's quite fun.. Too bad last min a few of them back out if not we'll have more players and will be more exciting. We were planning to have another one with more players. Hopefully will be soon.

*PS : Justin or Yuki please faster organize another soon if u see this. Haha


Venue: Old Turf City @ Bukit Timah
Price: $320 for 1000 rounds
          $400 for 2000 rounds

( rounds = no. of paintballs )
Additional $10 each player for renting of gears which include mask, vest & gun.