Another sunday coming to an end... Off days always seems to pass faster than working days.. Occupying myself today by playing mj with friends in the afternoon till late evening, now I'm stuck here thinking what shuld i do next.... Not being able to sleep early every night has become a routine in my life since many years back.. Which...., considered a bad thing as when the moonlight shines, this is when most people will start thinking abt stuffs in their life... Especially when lying on bed and nt able to get to slp...
Been trying to make my life more fulfilling by doing many stuffs, working more so that I wun have the time to think of unnesscessary stuffs which probably not consider the most important thing i need to have in my life right now.. Tiring but fulfilling... Just found out last night that I failed my property CES test ... For BOTH papers... That was saddening.. Thinking to retake but guess it will be different and more challenging.. It wasn't easy... It was myself to blame that i din study hard enough for it... I think I gotta learn to be firm and more decisive about things in my life and what I want.. Anyone can train or teach me to...? Being so fickle minded and indecisive in everything causes alot of problems and unnesscessary happenings... I'm so so sick of it now....
Shall force myself to sleep now... Things been causing me headache, I jus dun wanna think anymore... Just let things be...
Vexed
Japan I'm Coming
So excited as I will be leaving for Japan next wednesday... Will be going to Osaka and Tokyo for a week... Happy and excited but heartpain and worried at e same time... Heartpain cos sure spend alot of $ there and a week of nt working actually lost a lot of income... Worried as my property CES exams are on the 18th & 19th yet I haven manage to finish covering my notes... Think I'm gonna bring it along with me to Japan, while travelling can make use of the time to study... But e notes are damn thick la.. Wondering how am I going to absorb everything..
Just booked the hotels few days back... Cracking my head for few days searching for budget hotels tt is convenient for us and ways of saving money by getting the transportation pass so tt we could take unlimited rides for the whole trip while travelling from one place to another in Japan... Searching for places to go and things tt we can do there.. Tt idiotic friend of mine nv contribute anything to this trip lo... Everything I search and book.. All she need to do is just to know how much to pay me.. faint ... -.-" Will be going to the Universal Studios and Disneyland there... Tickets cost much more than Singapore Universal Studio ... $90 plus SGD..!!! But guess worth it cos it's much bigger than the one in Singapore... Think I'll come back bankrupt.. Haha... Now still deciding how much should i bring for my meals and shopping since other stuffs had already settled and paid..
By e way anyone knows if Japan electronics will it cost cheaper than in Singapore as I thought of buying Canon S90 there.. If nt then I'll jus faster buy in Sg before gg to Japan.. My current camera wun be able to take nice scenery compared to S90.. Thinking, thinking , thinking............ Hmmmmmmmm.....
Guess these few days I gtta work hard and get more sales if not come back I sure eat grass.... Counting down 6 more days to go...
In another 3 more days will be my 1st anniversary with Baby.. So far no plans yet... Shit... How... ?? Gotta start cracking my head now... But I guess deep in his heart he only wish that I could treat him better... Has been a bad gf which I nv did but duno y now I'm like that... Quarrelled a few days back, so angry that I teared... Everything he said tt day I still rmb... Really start considering at the back of my mind..........
Updates
Spending my off day today cleaning the room, tidying all my clothes and the mess I had contributed to the corner of the room... Shag -.-" Dust flying all over causing my nose to get sneeze combo... Not sure from when my nose become so sensitive to dust... Once sniffed in dust, nose sure itched and sneeze like hell... Idiot cough still haven recover how am I going to sing next Monday... **eeRRrrr, frustrated....**
My clothes are piling up like mountains.. Cabinet is too small for me, it's exploding very soon...!!! **Ahemmm, I wan a new and bigger cabinet...!! Fast fast (preferably those with sliding doors) ** Though not working today but already feel so tired and sleepy now.. Surprisingly it's only 12 plus...
Sis getting married this coming Sunday... Just 5 more days to go... Still need to go fitting for my dress and gown tml.... Friday need to get my acrylic nails and pedicure done.. And I have yet finish tidying my room.. Arrgghhh... So many things to rush to do guess I would be very very busy this week.... How I wish I can get a helper to help me tidy my room cos I'm so damn lazy....
Summarize blog of past few months
Been months since I last blogged... Been lazy, busy, doing other things but blogging... Now finally got the time and mood, I shall begin...
Hesitating for years I finally decide what I want to do in my career... Which I mentioned in my previous post if u guys read, I'm going towards property.. Already filled the form, just need to pass the documents required and a sum of money to whatever it needs to get the license. Still thinking if I should just go for the course which will cost $300+ more than just reading the notes which they will give (meaning self-study).... It's been so darn long since I last studied la.. >_< Not sure if I can handle as pple who know said that the questions are very very tricky, therefore not easy.. Going for course not only cost more but it took quite alot of time as well as it's not just one lesson.. I had a few upcoming events and my current job is quite tight schedule now, afraid that I would shag out.. But if I chose not to go for it, what if I cant understand just by reading the notes and I failed the test?? Argghhh...
A very happy occasion coming up in August.. My beloved and sotong sis is getting married... Expected to be asked & bugged like hell by my relatives abt when will be my turn as my younger sis came faster than me... Now I'm the only one who is left UN-Married.. But I really happy for her as she is married to a nice and caring guy who dote on her so much and most importantly they both love each other alot.. Definitely will form a very warm family... As for me, now I only wanted to concentrate on my career... Earning as much money as I could.. The rest of the things I dun wanna even think abt it..
Wish me all the best for my career...
My Batam Trip With My Girls 2 - 4th May 2010
