Vexed

Another sunday coming to an end... Off days always seems to pass faster than working days.. Occupying myself today by playing mj with friends in the afternoon till late evening, now I'm stuck here thinking what shuld i do next.... Not being able to sleep early every night has become a routine in my life since many years back.. Which...., considered a bad thing as when the moonlight shines, this is when most people will start thinking abt stuffs in their life... Especially when lying on bed and nt able to get to slp...

Been trying to make my life more fulfilling by doing many stuffs, working more so that I wun have the time to think of unnesscessary stuffs which probably not consider the most important thing i need to have in my life right now.. Tiring but fulfilling... Just found out last night that I failed my property CES test ... For BOTH papers... That was saddening.. Thinking to retake but guess it will be different and more challenging.. It wasn't easy... It was myself to blame that i din study hard enough for it... I think I gotta learn to be firm and more decisive about things in my life and what I want.. Anyone can train or teach me to...? Being so fickle minded and indecisive in everything causes alot of problems and unnesscessary happenings... I'm so so sick of it now....

Shall force myself to sleep now... Things been causing me headache, I jus dun wanna think anymore... Just let things be...