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Life is like taking on a road trip.... Some may already has a destination while others may be driving aimlessly around... But people who had destinations may lost their ways while looking for directions and people with no directions may found their destinations while driving around.. Life is led by fate and our mind.. But we cant control fate like how we control our mind...
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Jus within days, 10 of my hamsters died.. I feel so guilty and angry with myself nt taking good care of them.. Ignoring them... Only left with 9 nw.. Though lesser of it is much easier to take care but i'm depressed cos Ah Fat & Shu Tiao died... They were the hamsters tt he bought for me initially & they gave birth to alot of babies... Those 2 hamsters resemble us... The female one is fatter than the male and has small eyes whereas the male one has big nice eyes... I always regard them as a token of love from him.. Seeing them it's like reminding me of my last yr b'day where he bought these hamsters with a bouquet of lilies and send it personally to my hse to me... I was really touched though it is nothing expensive... I was kinda paranoid lately.. Thinking of lots of stuffs in my mind... (Thinking that hamsters died = Our love has died) Know it's kinda stupid to feel this way.. But.. Tat's wad i reali feel nw.. Hamsters dying 1 by 1 as days passes, our love dying as days passes too.. Probably it's hinting me to give up... I'm really tired... Guess i'll jus leave everything to fate.. I still believe wad comes around, goes around.. God wun be so unfair to me...

I'm so stress lately... My bro is moving back with his wife and child and i gotta give up my room to them... :( Stressing wad day job should i look for... And my poor niece ended up in hospital again... Duno when the hell god will stop all her sufferings and give her back a healthy life... Super heart pain to see her keep undergoing for operations... Hope she'll really recover fully soon..

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