~ Moments Of My Life ~

Disconnected to the world around me

2011-01-23T06:52:00.000-08:00

What a wonderful week off had passed... Without working and drinking.. I feel so clean inside now.. As in I feel the liquid flowing in my body is blood and not alcohol.. Sufficient rest I had indeed but I was rather bored to death some of the days... Slacking and rotting.. Basically doing nothing...

Year 2010 pass really fast... Its faster than a blink of an eye.. It has indeed been a busy, fulfilling, alot of problems and memorable year for me... Alot of things changed as I said in my previous post... My surroundings is a definate.. but for me I'm not sure if I had really changed.. I feel a yes and a no..

CNY is jus around the corner... It doesn't seems so excited anymore as I grow older... and specially now when I'm like the only one who is tagging along with my mom to visit my relatives... Come to think of it, it's rather boring... Its just like any other day...

My Sis and her baby moving back to their house this weekend.... Happy for her as she finally can bath, do her hair and nails... Bad for me as I'm really all alone by myself from that on... Everytime think of it, my eyes begin filling up with tears... I wonder y is that so.. Am I not happy with my life now?? It suddenly remind me of my conversation with my dad on the phone before he went back Indonesia.. We had a lil heart to heart talk and can feel that he's very worried abt me.. Be it my career, future husband, basically everything.. I almost teared when I heard what he told me... Was kinda touched as it's been a very long time since we chatted like this...

As y do I feel that I'm disconnected to the world around me... ??? I feel different... I used to be very bubbly, going out gather with friends or even chat with friends on the phone occasionally to catch up... But now besides work, I'm always home.. My phone ring mostly for work stuffs and hardly personal stuffs...It can be really quiet for the whole day at times... I'm really wondering y is it like that now... I feel so lazy to catch up with friends at times... I'm like totally in my own Candy world, putting signs up stating "Pls Do Not Disturb"..

I really need a short getaway asap... To breathe in fresh air, totally relax and pamper myself from top to toe.. And to find back Myself....

My Inner Thoughts

2010-12-07T22:22:00.000-08:00

I'm back here blogging...

Things changes alot around me for the past 2 months..

A yr older now

Changed of working environment

& left the 1 who I always thought that he would be my last....

Perhaps this decision made is good for us...

I'm just hope that we wun regret...

Still trying to adapt to the new life I'm having now, it's too sudden that too much things changed ard me at a go.. I'm picking it up slowly as I move on...

I just feel lost, doesn't really know what I want in my life.

Career..??

What can I do next? My property don't seems to get anywhere.. Its being left there.. Neglected.

Go upgrade myself get a diploma or get a accounting cert?? Would it sounds like a better choice?

Years counting up, I wish that I can stop whatever job I'm doing now really soon.

Family??

My beloved sis will be giving birth to her baby Eden anytime soon end of the month.. Hopefully Baby Eden will pop out on Christmas Day, being a Christmas Baby... How wonderful will that be... :) So happy for her that she's happily married with a husband who dote & love her so much. She's so contented & happy with her little family.

My brother, just came back from Caribbean cruise with his wife & daughter.. Seems that they enjoyed themselves alot. Happy to see that he and his wife getting along very well now, and Baby Cyrs is getting fatter & fatter each time I see her.. Like a little watermelon.. Faintzzz... Bro's flat coming soon nt sure if it's next yr, not sure if I'm moving in with them or wad.. Shall discuss when it came..

Both my brother & sister are happily married with child at times makes me feel like settling down too.. Thinking when we were still young.. How we played, eat, sleep and even run away from home together makes me wanna laugh when thought of it. We were very mischievous, often get into troubles & got beaten up by parents. Though at that times I felt very angry and unhappy cos brother always bully us, I kinda miss it now. Now we have all grown ups, we all seems to have our own things to be responsible of. Used to share a room, a bed with my sis. Now I'm all alone lying on the queen size bed. Though shiok to have the whole bed to myself but still.... something is missing....

Meanwhile, I just concentrate earning and trying my best to save loads of money... Hopefully I will sort out soon what to do with my career.. Gonna put the rest of the things at the back of my head till time is ripe...

Updates

2010-11-12T23:06:00.000-08:00

Again, been quit sometime since i last updated my blog... Now finally got the time and mood to shall update a new post abt what happened ard me for the past few months...

Besides being busy working, my mind has been busy thinking abt alot of things too.. Feeling so vexed so decided to go for a holiday to relax my soul, body and mind... Therefore went for a 6 days trip to bangkok last sunday... Just returned last night with huge returns.. This trip was fulfilling... shopping, massaging everyday... came back with a big luaggage and handbag full of clothes, accessories and shoes... It's been a yr or 2 since i last went there, many things seems to change... alot of shops dun seem to be there anymore.. Their fashion sense of clothes became better too.. Clothes sold there now are more fashionable and not like last time so pasar malam pattern anymore.. Covered alot of places like chatuchak, suan lum night market, chinatown and even to chonburi to visit the famous "Bai Long Wang"..

Visit to Bai Long Wang was tiring but yet fulfilling.. Finally get to see this famous character of thailand which was also famous among the hongkong stars for fortune telling.. Went there early in the morning on friday at 2.30am (bangkok time).. It took us ard 2 hrs to get there as there's no traffic.. Thinking we will be the first as the temple open at only 6am.. But to our surprise when we reached there, there's alrdy 20 vehicles ahead of us.. As Bai Long Wang only allow 100 guests to visit him per day on every fri, sat and sundays, we were afraid that we might be out of the 100 pax. But luckily still manage to get the queue number 81. We waited very long like ard 6 hours till our turn.. Finally got enlighten by him, but anyway whatever he said are very basic stuffs and probably he's old now and he nv do any palm reading at all. Pple who went there are mostly foreigners and of course a little percentage of thais..

Now back to reality again.. sianzz...

Vexed

2010-10-17T07:43:00.000-07:00

Another sunday coming to an end... Off days always seems to pass faster than working days.. Occupying myself today by playing mj with friends in the afternoon till late evening, now I'm stuck here thinking what shuld i do next.... Not being able to sleep early every night has become a routine in my life since many years back.. Which...., considered a bad thing as when the moonlight shines, this is when most people will start thinking abt stuffs in their life... Especially when lying on bed and nt able to get to slp...

Been trying to make my life more fulfilling by doing many stuffs, working more so that I wun have the time to think of unnesscessary stuffs which probably not consider the most important thing i need to have in my life right now.. Tiring but fulfilling... Just found out last night that I failed my property CES test ... For BOTH papers... That was saddening.. Thinking to retake but guess it will be different and more challenging.. It wasn't easy... It was myself to blame that i din study hard enough for it... I think I gotta learn to be firm and more decisive about things in my life and what I want.. Anyone can train or teach me to...? Being so fickle minded and indecisive in everything causes alot of problems and unnesscessary happenings... I'm so so sick of it now....

Shall force myself to sleep now... Things been causing me headache, I jus dun wanna think anymore... Just let things be...

Japan I'm Coming

2010-09-01T22:39:00.000-07:00

So excited as I will be leaving for Japan next wednesday... Will be going to Osaka and Tokyo for a week... Happy and excited but heartpain and worried at e same time... Heartpain cos sure spend alot of $ there and a week of nt working actually lost a lot of income... Worried as my property CES exams are on the 18th & 19th yet I haven manage to finish covering my notes... Think I'm gonna bring it along with me to Japan, while travelling can make use of the time to study... But e notes are damn thick la.. Wondering how am I going to absorb everything..

Just booked the hotels few days back... Cracking my head for few days searching for budget hotels tt is convenient for us and ways of saving money by getting the transportation pass so tt we could take unlimited rides for the whole trip while travelling from one place to another in Japan... Searching for places to go and things tt we can do there.. Tt idiotic friend of mine nv contribute anything to this trip lo... Everything I search and book.. All she need to do is just to know how much to pay me.. faint ... -.-" Will be going to the Universal Studios and Disneyland there... Tickets cost much more than Singapore Universal Studio ... $90 plus SGD..!!! But guess worth it cos it's much bigger than the one in Singapore... Think I'll come back bankrupt.. Haha... Now still deciding how much should i bring for my meals and shopping since other stuffs had already settled and paid..

By e way anyone knows if Japan electronics will it cost cheaper than in Singapore as I thought of buying Canon S90 there.. If nt then I'll jus faster buy in Sg before gg to Japan.. My current camera wun be able to take nice scenery compared to S90.. Thinking, thinking , thinking............ Hmmmmmmmm.....

Guess these few days I gtta work hard and get more sales if not come back I sure eat grass.... Counting down 6 more days to go...

In another 3 more days will be my 1st anniversary with Baby.. So far no plans yet... Shit... How... ?? Gotta start cracking my head now... But I guess deep in his heart he only wish that I could treat him better... Has been a bad gf which I nv did but duno y now I'm like that... Quarrelled a few days back, so angry that I teared... Everything he said tt day I still rmb... Really start considering at the back of my mind..........

Updates

2010-08-02T09:01:00.000-07:00

Spending my off day today cleaning the room, tidying all my clothes and the mess I had contributed to the corner of the room... Shag -.-" Dust flying all over causing my nose to get sneeze combo... Not sure from when my nose become so sensitive to dust... Once sniffed in dust, nose sure itched and sneeze like hell... Idiot cough still haven recover how am I going to sing next Monday... **eeRRrrr, frustrated....**

My clothes are piling up like mountains.. Cabinet is too small for me, it's exploding very soon...!!! **Ahemmm, I wan a new and bigger cabinet...!! Fast fast (preferably those with sliding doors) ** Though not working today but already feel so tired and sleepy now.. Surprisingly it's only 12 plus...

Sis getting married this coming Sunday... Just 5 more days to go... Still need to go fitting for my dress and gown tml.... Friday need to get my acrylic nails and pedicure done.. And I have yet finish tidying my room.. Arrgghhh... So many things to rush to do guess I would be very very busy this week.... How I wish I can get a helper to help me tidy my room cos I'm so damn lazy....

Summarize blog of past few months

2010-07-16T00:24:00.000-07:00

Been months since I last blogged... Been lazy, busy, doing other things but blogging... Now finally got the time and mood, I shall begin...

Hesitating for years I finally decide what I want to do in my career... Which I mentioned in my previous post if u guys read, I'm going towards property.. Already filled the form, just need to pass the documents required and a sum of money to whatever it needs to get the license. Still thinking if I should just go for the course which will cost $300+ more than just reading the notes which they will give (meaning self-study).... It's been so darn long since I last studied la.. >_< Not sure if I can handle as pple who know said that the questions are very very tricky, therefore not easy.. Going for course not only cost more but it took quite alot of time as well as it's not just one lesson.. I had a few upcoming events and my current job is quite tight schedule now, afraid that I would shag out.. But if I chose not to go for it, what if I cant understand just by reading the notes and I failed the test?? Argghhh...

A very happy occasion coming up in August.. My beloved and sotong sis is getting married... Expected to be asked & bugged like hell by my relatives abt when will be my turn as my younger sis came faster than me... Now I'm the only one who is left UN-Married.. But I really happy for her as she is married to a nice and caring guy who dote on her so much and most importantly they both love each other alot.. Definitely will form a very warm family... As for me, now I only wanted to concentrate on my career... Earning as much money as I could.. The rest of the things I dun wanna even think abt it..

Wish me all the best for my career...

My Batam Trip With My Girls 2 - 4th May 2010

2010-05-11T02:31:00.000-07:00

This was a pretty last min decision that we decided to go for a short getaway... Just alone with my girls... However this is the first time we can all make it... Planned just less than 2 weeks before the trip, killing alot of my brain cells thinking where to go as we do not want to spend alot.. Finally decided on Batam which is near, cheap with transport so accessible and hotel so near ferry terminal.. We stayed at Holiday Inn Batam Resort, a 4 star hotel.. Booked the 2 room suite which only cost $520 for 5 person for 2 nights and breakfast included..

Usual me.. Took alot of pics... Finally done with all the simple editing and ready to post up..

DAY 1

Views of Holiday Inn Batam Resort & Our Suite

We took a cab which cost $16sgd to Nagoya Hill for shopping which is 25km away from our hotel.. Took ard 25 mins to reach.

Bought 5 different colours watches... We are the POWER RANGERS..!!! 5 girls bargain with the seller for cheaper price and finally got it at ard $13sgd each.. We draw lots to chose the colour end up all get the colours we dun wan.. Haha..

YELLOW: Me PURPLE: Lilian BLUE: Jolene PINK: Sherlin ORANGE: Magdalene

DAY 2

So tired end up waking up late plus wait for all of us to get ready we already miss our complimentary breakfast.. So wasted.. End up paying up our own for it...

Me having my tomato prawn linguine with lots of black pepper and chilli flakes on it...

Magdalene's Fav Beef Hor Fun, Lilian and Jolene club sandwishes...

Sherlin drinking beer and eating only a few leaves of lettuce early in the morning

While waiting for shutter bus to fetch us to Waterfront Ferry Terminal

Then from ferry terminal we slowly walked our way to the WaterSports Recreation Centre as the hotel shutter bus cant drop us straight there... So annoying cos every vehicle that passed by, the guys keep whistling out to us.. As if they never see foreigners before...

A deserted building which only left with rusty metal bars

My lousy camera trick... Squashing them with a gigantic stone...

A female Monkey at watersports recreation centre.. Tied up with chain and pipe as she will attack the workers there.. She only like guys for ur info... She busy finding "Ku Tu"...

Wear our life safety vest getting ready to the sea

We bought the package which require 5 pple.. It cost $50sgd for 10 mins of jet ski, 1 round of parasailing & banana boat.. They even free us canoeing which has no time limit.. They opened from 9am daily to 5pm.. (indo timing)

Lilian and I camwhored while waiting for the rest to finish their jetskiing...

Their jet ski is very different from the one I played in Bintan.. This is the "log kok"(old) one with sterling wheel and gear which control speed.. We were not allowed to Ski on our own therefore taking turns as they dun have much workers there...

Their turn to camwhore while we were jetskiing..

Banana boat.. Boring shit as we all feel that it's not fast enough.. No choice as that 4 bitches behind me all CANT SWIM..!!! And they are so afraid of dropping into the sea...

On motor boat getting ready to play parasailing. Woot* woot*

Those bitches sabotaged me by telling the driver to drop me into water...

And my whole lower bottom is wet...

Our last sport ... canoeing...

Back to our hotel swimming

We were all too tired after that and not much photo taking when going out to the seafood restaurant to have our dinner...

DAY 3

Went back to Nagoya Hill shopping centre as I saw a familiar Spa which I used to do in Bintan.. Din know that they have so many outlets in Indonesia.. Martha Thila Spa...

Lilian and I did the Dewi Sri Spa which helps contouring of our body and firming.. It only cost ard $60 sgd. It include: Full Body Scrub, Steaming, Herbal Bath, Massage, Body Mask & Applying of body lotion for whole body.. Total duration take 2hrs 30 mins.. Isn't that so cheap and wonderful??

Would go back one day soon if I wanna pamper myself again..

Happy Mother's Day

2010-05-09T12:30:00.000-07:00

It's Mother's Day today... Happy mother's day to all my girlfriends who already had children.... Lol... Make it sounds like u all very old liao..

As usual went to Changi Village, my friend's mom seafood stall to have dinner with my cousin & family...We didn't really celebrated, just a simple dinner and we're off hm.. Initially thought of catching Ip Man 2 movie before that but the rest of my family members had already watched it except for me and my mom.. So pointless liao...

It's been a few months since I last saw sis as she's hardly home.. And I was shocked as she had became a baby hippopotamus... Wahaha... Though it was bad giving her this nickname but there she was laughing about it when I called her....

Took a few pics of the dinner and us......

We ordered 2 large crabs... 1 is salted egg and e other my fav Black pepper... Total 7 dishes so much and it's my treat :( Damage almost $200.

My mom's impatient face when asked to snap again... She kan jiong wan to continue eating.. No choice see her size u know.. Lol

My elder bro with his fav crab claw... He faster take the biggest one lo before anyone touches it...

Kia su

My niece and her salted egg crab claw...

I dote her lots... Amanda.. Super tom boyish girl but yet scare fat when she's only 10 now...

My 2 precious little ones

My younger niece.. Amelia

I dun think we look so much alike anymore when my sis cut off her fringe..

Camwhore with her camra... I like the effect.... Fujifilm F100 can actually automatically do face smoothing effect when pics taken

She say I look like a duck... But somehow I feel I look like a cookie monster

Some candid shots taken by my sis when we were on our way home on my cousin's lorry.. Yesh LORRY!!! I do take lorry... That's the reason my my hair is flying around.. Open air like convertible hor dun siao siao...

Wonder should I get a new tattoo?

2010-05-01T03:25:00.000-07:00

Suddenly have the urge again to have a tattoo on my ankle.. Been thinking for years and the design I always wanted is a Fairy.. Been searching the web sites for it and cant manage to find alot of nice designs.. Eyed on 4 of them which I think it's nice but not to the extend till I wanna get it done right now.. So I supposed these designs are not the one I really fancied and wanted it on my skin for a life time...

Anyone knows which web sites that has nice gothic fairy design pls leave me a link to it.. Thanks...

These are the 4 designs that I eyed on : I need some suggestions on which is nicer.....

I quite like this design but feel that her wings should be bigger and torn looking...

The design is clean and nice but got an ugly face

My Long Holidays

2010-04-21T02:54:00.000-07:00

Finally finish editing all my pics & got the time to upload everything.. Back on Sunday late night, feeling so happy as I miss everything here in Singapore.. Travelled to Taiwan followed by Macau, Hongkong then back to Taiwan again to transit back to SG..

Got back to work last night, not getting used to it yet.. I was lazy dancing and then I was like breathing hard for oxygen liao.. Eating, shopping, sleeping is what I've done for the past 2 weeks.. Was so afraid that I put on weight, so conscious for the night thinking did I.. Ask a few pple luckily they say I'm still e same... Was slightly high on alcohol when I finish work... Hasn't really been drinking causes my "drinking skill" to go down the stairs...

Overall I did enjoyed the trip despite getting sick on the last few days.. Enjoy the photos... :)

Arriving at Tao Yuan Airport @ Taiwan

While snapping ard, saw this tomato man sitting there.. Gt a shock.. it's jus a statue

San Want Hotel 神旺大饭店... their toiletries all with 旺旺 logo

Dinner @ Ding Tai Feng

Luxy Club opposite our hotel.. Super happening.. There's even music in the lift we took to reach the club.. Letting pple enjoy the atmosphere of the club even before u stepped into the club.. Cool

XiMen Ding

Saw some cosplay in the middle of the crowd

They eat quail eggs this way.. like sticks of fishball.. Somehow rather they do not have license selling food there.. They run away when police came and I encountered it.. Dun even have the time to put chilli on my quail eggs, the aunty push away her cart calmly..

My face look so dry in this pic.. weather so cold there

They each have this breed of dog outside each "ah fu restaurant"... Poor dog.. Quite big size though

Super big fried hotdog.. goes well with ketchap.. somehow feel sick of it after a few bites...

They have huge varieties of ice kachang.. With lots of fruits, conflakes, tibits, ice cream and pudding on it.. Lots of flavouring and interesting names for each and every one.. Mine is 火山爆发 (volcano erupt)

A must try food if u go to Xi Men Ding.. Their famous Ah Zhong Mee Sua there.. always long queue.. Weird thing is that they dun set tables outside.. Only chairs.. Usually pple stand or sit to eat then go..

I love their grill saugages there..Lots of flavouring too.. I ate the chilli one.. damn nice... Din know that a saugage can taste so nice...

This is small restaurant that I wanted to recommend.. Near our hotel at shilin district.. Not eye-catching but food is nice...

These are the food we ordered

Taiwanese love eating this..可乐饼 Ke Le Bing.. Crispy outside, cheesy and soft inside.. Nice

They also have Hougang street in Taiwan..

Modern Toilet restaurant in Xi Men Ding

The decoration downstairs

Playing games at Shilin Market

The Basar Malam Games... All of us had fun with the Aunty.. The aunty even praises me pretty.. Haha.. Same as me, she's a LV fan..

A game which needs concentration.. after playing my i keep seeing things ard me moving.. lol

At Jiu Fen... In a small eating house

The Lu Rou rice is damn nice.. Taiwanese favourite.. Though I dun really eat pork but this is delicious..

I saw this on TV before.. Recommended.. Must try if u go Jiu Fen.. duno where else sell this... so far only see it there..

It's like Po Bia.. Inside wrapped with green vege, peanuts bits and ice cream

Happily eating..

Streets in Jiu Fen.. It's damn super cold there.. It's like Genting or maybe colder.. Rained, cold and windy...

The good old times... Malt candy

Haha.. Saw this Hello Kitty malt candy and bought it.. Karen bought the spongebob one.. Very cute too..

Poor drenched dog.. Duno how it can tolerate the temperature there..

While going down hill.. Rainy and hazy

Bought different flavours of malt candy back.. The original, green apple, grape and sour plum

Taiwanese love this dog.. see it everywhere.. Soft like a cotton.. so cute...

Getting my nails done by a pretty manicurist @ Xi Men Ding.. she refuses to take a shot of her beautiful face..

I nv seen myself wearing like this before.. T-shirt dress with coat, leg warmer with sneakers... This is usually how Taiwanese wear.. Think Singaporeans should learn to wear as fashionable as them

My FAV HELLO KITTY Restaurant...

The decor on the 2nd floor and in toilet

Everything with the cat face

Too bad the timing that we went they only served desserts and drinks..

Taipei 101.. We went up to the observatory gallery to have a nice view of taipei..

Went back to San Want Hotel to have dinner..

They served complimentary snacks and bun before our food is being served...

Nice garlic bun

Super creamy corn soup.. As usual I like it with lots of pepper..

My tenderloin... With lots of black pepper as well

Last night clubbing at a club name SPARKS... Yes, it's sparks.. same name as the disco we had last time..But of course they dun play techno there.. They played R&B.. Place is small like last time Music Underground at Pheonix hotel there.. Ceiling is low but packed with alot of youngsters.. They said it's the famous club at Taipei now.. Saw Taiwan star Zhang Ke Fan there, he look slightly older than seen in TV.. As usual, picking up girls in da club..

There was 3 guys who wanted to pick us up in the club.. They came over and "fi fiat" some english and introduced themselves to us.. After some simple english introduction, karen then went into deeper conversation with one of the guy in english.. The funniest thing is that, that guy actually ask Karen to speak mandarin.. Can see that he dun seems to understand.. haha.. Lao kui lo... Still wan to slang their english to us wanting to make us feel so impressed with their english..

The Hotel at Macau.. Golden Dragon Hotel

Nice toilet in room

Nice steak at Hongkong with Balck pepper...

Dinner at Metro Park Hotel @ Hongkong.. The hotel that we stayed

Went for 2 hrs massage in Taiwan before our flight back to Singapore

Angrrryyyyyy!!!!!

2010-03-31T01:41:00.000-07:00

I really must complained abt the bad service that some cab drivers had offered.. I know it's our responsibilities to take care of our belongings and the cab company will not be reliable for it.. But still I must say that some cab drivers are not doing their job well..

I lost my Nokia 5800 in a SMRT cab last night at 9 plus while going to work.. Blame on my stupidness, I already sense something dropped onto the floor of the backseat but I din really see what it is and ever expect that it's my hp.. My hp was on silent mode and I realised it was lost a few minutes after I alight.. Too bad I din see the car plate number if not their company would be able to track down asap... Call the company to lodge a report and efficiently they faster send notice out to all cab drivers.. I tried calling my hp and it was still ringing.. Dun dare to call it too many times as I afraid that passenger might hear the vibrating sound or see the light of the hp.. But imagine after an hour plus I lost my hp, it was still ringing.. Meaning no one took it yet.. So the cab drivers have so much time to just take a look behind their seats to see whether there's a hp there.. But the main problem is, ALOT OF THE DRIVERS CANT EVEN BOTHERED ABT THE NOTICE THEIR COMPANY LET OUT... Or probably they themselves greedily will take the hp themselves... Later in the night ard 11 plus i think, my hp is off.. There it goes!!!!!! Fucking , fucking pissed off... Making me no mood to work at all...

What I have lost in that phone is lots of memories.. It's sentimental.. Alot of contacts which I have yet transfer to my iPhone, pics which I have yet transfer to my com, messages that I will not be able to receive it anymore....... I wun blame the person for taking my hp cos most of the pple will not return to the owner.. I will only blame myself for being reckless, blame the fucking bad breath uncle driver who do not bother to see the notice and check his backseat.... FUCK HIM , CB!!!!!

My Future

2010-03-23T01:42:00.000-07:00

It's been so long since I last posted anything on my blog page.. Woke up 12 plus just now which was consider quite early for me.. Went lunch with my god brother... Each and everytime I see him, I keep thinking whether should I tell him that I wanna join him under property.. I gotta start somewhere somehow, eventually.. I told him abt wad I'm thinking and he give me this look (-_-)... He said that I've been hesitating for 2 years already and I'm still hestitating.......... Fickle minded is just in me la...

FACTORS THAT KEPT ME HESITATING :-

No confidence in myself, afraid that I might not be able to handle it
If not active within half a yr, company will sack me
There are so many pple working in this line therefore it's very competitive
There are friends and pple I know failed in this line and told me it's not easy

So how How HOW.......................??????????????

If someone were to recommend me to fly with Singapore Airlines and confirm that I will be selected I will sure go lo.. That has always been my idea job since young.. Doing the things that I like.. Flying around seeing the world, meeting different pple with different culture....... Though I'm so fucking scare of plane getting hijacked by terrorists or plane crash *CHOY*!!! BUT too bad I din meet their minimum requirement... So I stop dreaming ever since they change their criteria....

Anyway to comfort myself I told myself being a property agent definately can earn more than being an air stewardess...

Now it's abt me... Whether do I have the courage to make the first step out....

Holiday Season Next Month

2010-03-09T00:42:00.000-08:00

Shag when waking up, guess I drunk too much last night.. Luckily nv vomit & no hangover.. Have to chiong hard this month as next month wun be working so many days due to HOLIDAYS!!! Finally I can let down my hair after months of hard work..

As I mentioned earlier that I will be going to Taipei, Hongkong & Macau frm 10th to 18th April.. Baby & I were planning to go for a short trip on the 7th to 9th.. Baby tried finding alot of places but I wasn't very keen until he found this place at Malaysia.. It's at Port Dickson.. We'll be staying at Avillion Hotel.. Saw the pic on the web and find it very nice and relaxing.. At least it's somewhere that we've nv heard or been before... Rather than always going to Bintan, Batam, Bali or Phuket these common places that pple know... Cant wait for this month to fly by fast..

Another sleepless night

2010-03-07T12:05:00.000-08:00

It's 5 more mins to 4am in the morning.. Walking ard the hse... Opening and closing the fridge, not wanting to find anything to eat.. Counting opposite block see hw many lights are still on at this time... Browsing friend's profile thru FB.. I'm having fucking insomnia again..

He's sleeping like a pig now, snoring all e way.. Making me more difficult to fall aslp.. Wake him up, telling him i cant get to slp end up tell me to count sheeps... I count until counting frogs liao but still awake lo.. Sianzzz... What else can I do alone in e middle of the night when I cant get to sleep??

Lost in MJ again just now.. $100 flew .. EVERYTIME lost to his dad and sis-in-law whenever play with them.. Sianzz.. everytime donate $$... Dun play with them liao .. Not fun one!! Humph!!!

Suddenly feel so sian of everything ard me.. Be it work or other things.. So tired.. Am I feeling this way coz I cant get to slp now or am I really feeling this inside me....?

Off day yesterday

2010-03-01T01:49:00.000-08:00

Went over to my cousin's place in the evening time for my niece's birthday.. A wink of an eye she's already 10.. Still rmb carrying her when she arrived to the world.. Bought Nintendo DS for her as present.. Bought 2 of it though.. Other one for my another niece whose birthday just passed on February and they are the same age.. Glad that they are both very happy & excited when receieving the present....

Later at night had a Mahjong session with Baby, elise and friend... Suddenly called me at 9 plus PM to ask if we wanna play as she's bored at hm... Poor Baby gotta wake up early for work today yet still wanna spend more time with me... This is what he claimed but deep inside I feel he also feel very tempted by it.. Lol... We have 2 mahjong sets.. One is my Hello Kitty set the other one is Baby's hse mj set.. Since CNY we have been using his mj to play, I keep losing $$... Elise's friend said I start blaming on the "swimming trunk".... LOL...Faintz.. But it's the truth ma.. Sob sob.. :( Next time I must use back mY hello Kitty see if I will win $$.... If yes then it's really that MJ set problem.. Haha.......

Just seen my work schedule for this month.. Really packed to the hell.. Whole month only got 5 days off.. Need to cancel off some days as got quite a few events on hand which will really shag me out..

Will be gg to Taiwan, Hongkong & Macau next month 10th-18th.. Feeling so excited as I haven been to Taiwan & Macau yet.. Excited to see what is there.. Luckily air tickets and accomodation are being sponsored, means i can spend more on shopping... Yeeeaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh......................!!!!!!!!

I Hate Tonight

2010-02-27T13:59:00.000-08:00

Damn fucking pissed off with today, which is on the 27th.. whatever happened really fucking pissed me off.. Arrgghhh.. So feeling wanted to vent out, but cant n must control... Feeling sooooo bad mood till wanna punch hardly on sandbag for a good 10 mins.. But too bad i dun have it with me now and i gtta swollow everything in me............. Do u understand how miserable it is when u cant vent ur anger out when ur mind is erupting like a volcano already??????

@#$%#&%^^*&%&|#..... AAAAAAAAArrrrrrrrrrrrrGGGGGGGGGGGGhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A Summarize Blog since I Last Blogged

2010-02-21T11:10:00.000-08:00

It's been quite a while since I last blogged... Due to CNY, work, laziness and etc.. Nothing to do, I'm bored now as Baby went for his army exercise this afternoon.. Will only be back on Friday night.. Sianz.. When he's around, I find him annoying & dun even wan to bother him at times.. But misses & wanting him to be by my side when he's not around... Absence really makes the heart ponders....

This CNY is really a boring one for me... Not much of visiting relative's place as most of them got their own activities and Valentine's clashes on the same day... We went night safari for our Valentine's dinner which was quite worth it though it costs almost half a K... Both baby & I enjoyed it..

Finally tml I got the time to go tanning at Sentosa.. It's been months and months that I wanted so much to do it but cant.. Will be going with my 2 gd friends Elise and Beckie.. 2 friends which I din catch up and see them for months.. But we always got unfinish topic to talk abt whenever we see each other.. Hopefully the weather would be a big sunny day tml.. I really got to get myself really tann tml as I'm not sure when will I be able to make it the next time.. Moreover I turn back fair pretty fast...

Though baby not in, I still stay at his place.. Had a mahjong session with his dad, sis-in-law and a friend just now.. Lost $25 .. Baby's sis-in-law so lucky, everytime win at least $50.. Probably this year is a very gd yr for him as his zodiac sign is a pig, which is the best in 2010.. Tt poor friend of ours lost $185... Heart pain for her.. Did some offerings for the god just now with his family too.. Provide a minimum help as I know nothing abt it.. Haha.... Finding something to do while waiting for my hair to dry after a wonderful warm bath...Shiookkk..........

Deep Down In My Complicated Heart

2010-02-01T11:31:00.000-08:00

I've been trying so hard to do my best in my job recently... It realli shag me out... So sick of it, thinking when can I stop all these... Stop living for for pple but myself.. Every month there will be commitments and burdens... All these years, I really got enough of it... But sadly I cant shake it off...

I chose not to think, not even to take it that it has happened and etc... But till the end of the day I still gotta face it, knowing that what I did is only to numb myself for a while... I've been optimistic all these while.. Since years and years back.. Always thinking is this what I really want in life? Or until the end of the road, what will I see in myself? I always dun have an answer to myself.. Trying to hide away from it, not facing the reality..

What can I do man? Years are catching up.......... I have not much time left... Can I really fulfill my dream... If not what's my second plan in life... The liquid flowing in my body is not blood anymore....I cant continue this for long... Will I really have a good life in the future as in what all fortune teller told me abt my life? I'm so afraid of losing myself one day...

Really really duno what I want in my life to make it more fulfilling, more worth-while....

Whole body aching like hell

2010-01-21T23:55:00.000-08:00

Woke up a while ago, feeling my whole body aching like hell.. Having difficulty dragging myself out from bed... GOSH...!!! Super pain..

Yesterday was my off day again.. Was not schedule on any jobs.. Thinking that finally got the time to continue my lessons at Amore so I went for the kickboxing at 3.30pm. Was slightly late and lessons had started when I reached.. Rushing in without even putting my bag in the locker, I merged into the group. The instructor was awesome.. Making sure that everyone could catch up with the steps, he taught slowly and clearly before speeding up. The workouts really got everyone sweat out. Guess I din ate anything before exercising causes me to feel abit giddy through the lesson. After kickboxing, I still went to the gym to use some of the facilities. Went weighing myself and glad to find myself dropped 1kg, though not much but a gd start i believe. Before going to bath, I went to the steam room for a good 15 mins. Was being steam red almost like a cooked prawn, I faster stop and rest a while before going to shower. Feeling so shiok to workout so tedious once a while. Feel that all the fatigue and tiredness gone.

Bought dinner home after tt and enjoyed with my family.. It's been quite some time since I last went back.. Came back Baby's place at 10 plus, feeling so shag and tired..

Wonder how am I going to dance tonight.. Haiz..

More Updates On Paintballs

2010-01-18T04:17:00.000-08:00

Upper left to right: Ah Heng, Edwin, Ben & Me. (Winner Team)

Lower left to right: Wei Jun, Ice, Justin & Ah Kor.

Counter terrorists & terrorists.

There's only 2 girls therefore only the guys "O Ah Bei Ah Som" to split themselves up. Ice then chosed to team up with Justin's (her brother) team claiming that if they were to be in different team, Justin will sure keep shooting her. Justin was a marksman in army I was slightly afraid that he keep aiming me too but left with no choice I have to team up with Ben they all.

We were then asked to go into the play site to have some safety briefing and game rules before we start. The staff then try the gun to let us see how far the paintball can shoot and even let us feel the paintball. It's semi hard, size as a marble. We then went out to discuss our own strategy in winning the game. Upon going into the play site again to start the game, we wore our vests & masks go to the shooting range before the site to try a few shots of our guns. The gun is quite heavy as a tank of CO2 is attached to it. 2 of their staffs then wear their masks and followed us into the site to be the judge of both teams.

There's a home base which is the starting point in each side, when the siren sound we have to run nearer to the opponent side without getting shoot by hiding from barrels to barrels. A box is placed by the side of the center line which we gotta retrieve back to our home base to win the game. But before retrieving the box, we gotta shot down 2 targets (1 big 1 small) placing on 2 different barrels placed on each side of the opponent site. Players got shot must report to the medic booth by raising our hands to avoid being shot by the opponent players.

The weather was hot & sunny at first but luckily it turn out to be cloudy & windy after a few mins of drizzling. After a few rounds & breaks btw, we won. Scores 4-2 !!! We were all shag & sweaty. My hands were trembling after holding the heavy gun for so long. Justin suddenly "merlion" after that due to drinking too much water. Haha... What a pity cos we din bring camera if not can video the whole scene down. It's quite fun.. Too bad last min a few of them back out if not we'll have more players and will be more exciting. We were planning to have another one with more players. Hopefully will be soon.

*PS : Justin or Yuki please faster organize another soon if u see this. Haha

Venue: Old Turf City @ Bukit Timah

Price: $320 for 1000 rounds
$400 for 2000 rounds

( rounds = no. of paintballs )

Additional $10 each player for renting of gears which include mask, vest & gun.

My 17th January Passed Like That

2010-01-17T09:41:00.000-08:00

Went Marina Mandarin Hotel to have a sumptuous buffet dinner with Baby.. It's located at 4th floor of the hotel, a restaurant name Aqua Marine.. It's my second time there... As before not much food varieites for us to chose from compare to other buffet restaurant... We ate alot though.. Mostly seafood.. Yummy Yum Yum... Like the oysters and dessert there best.. Oysters are very fresh and they have quite a few different flavours of dessert for u to chose from... Spent a total of ard $108 including of GST and service charge.. What an expensive dinner..

Manage to take some photos ..

Candid shot of Baby while eating chilli crab

Shots of come cheeze

The cold seafood.. Prawns, Flower Crabs, Fresh Oysters, Clams, Crayfish and etc

Food we both taken

Some little delicacy

My Fav.... Japanese food..

Soba

Candid shot of me slicing bread.. I just slice a piece cos i wanted to eat the butter.. Yes.. Not the bread but butter...

Muah Ji... Gotta DIY

Cutting muah ji into smaller pieces and tossing it in the bowl with peanuts

My muah ji is done!!!

Choices of dessert..

Mango & Durian dessert.. NICE!!!

All tastes nice.. Especially the mini cream puffs with chocolate fudge on it.. Soft on the outside and creamy inside.. Not very sweet, matches my taste bud.. Yum Yum...

Rest in the car for a few minutes then went to meet lilian and friends at Bishan for prawning.. Every after a heavy meal, just feel like lying on the bed and sleep.. Baby dozed off a while in the car when we were on our way to Bishan.. Lol.. So distracting to see his head hanging here and there when I was driving.. But was cute... Hee :) Lilian and I caught more than 12 prawns within an hour.. We went back after 1 hour leaving Lilian and her friends there continuing their prawning.. Tired and shag now after updating this blog and checking my cafe world on Facebook.. Going to bathe and sleep nw.. My another off day ends like that.. Tml is my last off day and I'm back to work with full energy again...

Singapore Flyer Dinner on 10th Jan 2010.. Thumbs down

2010-01-17T00:38:00.000-08:00

Went to Singapore Flyer with dinner with Baby last Sunday.. Forgotten to update abt this... Cost $299 plus per couple... Thought it would be a very nice experience as it's our first time but too bad it disappoint us... We were slightly late for the dinner.. Having to report at least half an hour before our boarding time at 7.30pm, we reach at 7.30pm sharp instead.. The flight already started when we reached.. Missing one round of it, we had to wait ard 20 mins for the capsule to come down then we can board the capsule... 2 other couples missed the flight like us..We were being required to take a photo before boarding..

Excitedly when the capsule came down, we boarded.. Seeing 2 more couples in the capsule already started their dinner.. No special decorations in the capsule thinking that there will be.. The door closed and there we went for the 2nd round... Main course was immediately served as we were late.. Probably the waiter was afraid that we couldn't finish the main course and appetizer on time when the capsule finish it's last round... I've chosed both our main course online when booking the flight.. Mine was the Roasted Duck Confid and his was the Roasted Roulade of Chicken wrapped with Turkey Bacon. Appetizer was only 2 big fresh scallops with sweet chilli sauce.. When the round finished, we exit to the Gallery centre to purchased our photo which we took eariler... Dessert and tea was then served in the VIP lounge which sucks big time.. It was dry and too sweet for me... Just doesn't like taking too sweet stuffs, making me wanna puke..

Overall dun feel that the money spent is worth it for this dinner.. It's only a 3 course meal with ginger ale served as drinks... If wanna order champagne or wine there's additional charge for it.. The capsule only go for 2 rounds which took less than an hour... So u gotta finish ur appetizer and main course within that 2 rounds.. If missed a round like us, u gotta faster swallowed everything u;p before it ends... Scenery up there was very nice though.. Having an overview of half a Singapore... Another city of lights..

My off days

2010-01-15T06:43:00.000-08:00

Been off since Tuesday... Just by staying at hm, nothing much to do also feel very shiok COS free from alcohol and spending more time with Baby plus doing my things.. Just back from chalet with friends on Wed night... Just stay for a night, mahjong-ing, BBQ-ing, playing games and PLAYING PAINTBALL!!!! My first time playing it & though there's only 8 of us but it was terribly FUN !!! We were being split into 2 team and my team won.. Shag out and sweat out.. It was quite expensive though.. Costing $60 each which include $10 for renting of the gears & a total of 2000 paintballs for us to shoot.. Thought the paintballs were in rather big size but it was only abt a marble size.. The gun was quite heavy, causing my hands to shake and ache.. It was attached to a tank of CO2 which enable the paintball to shoot very far and of course causes bruise and pain.. Luckily I took cover very well and din manage to get hit...

Went out to get my stuffs done and did eyebrow embroidery.. My brows were quite swollen just now but luckily it subsided... Costing only $80 as I did before at else where last time but the colour faded off... This is a really good chance for me to recuperate.. My face complextion getting bad to worse.. So sad.. Must do more mask and facial soon....

Playing mahjong in a while with Baby and his friends... So shiok to off on a friday night.. It's been such a long time since I can get to off on a Friday night.. WhoOoo.. Going to bathe and preparing for mahjong soon.... Win all their money and cover a bit for my loss of income for not working... Heh heh heh *Evil Grin*

Insomnia Again

2010-01-09T19:41:00.000-08:00

Having insomnia again though after long wrking hours last night.. Crowd has been coming back these few days at Ratchada.. Happy that my flower sales was pretty well last night.. Just that too bad cos din manage to sell more drinks to earn more commission..

My kneecap was aching last night before I went to work.. Making me lost balance even by walking.. Suddenly just feel weak.. Thought it's just normal aching but din really much bother abt it until I really feel the pain when I'm dancing.. Think I hurt my ligament.. Cant dance too hard.. Maybe I should start taking some calcium or pills for repairing joints.. Sound as if I very old liao...

Went to Jessica's place for a while to chit chat after work.. Din inform Baby beforehand cos it's a last min thing.. Sotong me type sms but din send out to him end up making him wait for me.. Came back to see him unhappy but dun wish to reprimand me.. Feeling so guilty.. Pacify him for some a while, knowing it's my fault so I have to though dun really like pacifying pple. Probably I like doing things my own way & din really think of how he feel making him feeling disappointed and mistrust me.. Guess I did not give him the sense of security.. Guess I'm a bad gf...

Later in the evening will be going to Singapore flyer to have dinner with him.. We are both virgin to it and afraid of height especially him.. Haha.. Will be meeting up some sec sch friends after dinner too.. It's been quite some time since I last catch up with them.. Hope would be fun.. What a Sunday.. Making full gd use of my off day... :)

Men Nowadays... Haiz...

2010-01-07T23:54:00.000-08:00

I'm falling sick soon.. Must be the drinking that causes me to.. As usual flu and sore throat.. Hopefully wun lead to fever again.. Hate all these illness.. No matter hw many water, herbal tea, stepsils and flu panadol I took, just 1 night of drinking can took all these down..

Recently one of my friend met some problems with her husband... Feeling depressed and still need to take care of her 2 children which 1 of them just born.. Really dun understand what some men are thinking at times... That is y I always dun believe in marriage.. Feel that it's just a piece of paper that is bonding the couple up.. Out of 10 couples, how many would there left lovingly holding hands when their hair are grey..??? In this generation and society now, I can say only 1 or 2 out of 10 manage to stay that way... Cant drink too much tonight as gotta go accompany this friend of mine... Dun really know how to console her as I've never been in her position before.. Just hoping that she would stay strong......

It's much easier for man to say divorce than woman.. Men only need to put in responsibilities and effort to marriage life while women sacrifice their figure, beauty, time, pain giving birth, taking care of children and everything at home... There's a say in chinese 男人四十一条龙，女人四十一条虫. Some men look more charming when they aged, guess it's the charisma that they brought out, whereas women we'll look more and more haggard when we aged.. Moreover nowadays there's so many young female foreigners in singapore hooking those uncles or even youngsters up.. Can u guarantee your husband wouldn't cheat on u one day with so many temptation outside?? Well... of course it doesn't happened to every men.. this is only my thinking towards it...

Hoping those men will learn how to appreciate their wives more, thinking on how much they had sacrificed for them and family...

Updates

2010-01-06T22:02:00.000-08:00

Got a little sore throat & flu yesterday.. Thought i would feel better by drinking lots of water, eating panadol and turning to bed early.. Throat is still the same, flu slightly better.. Wonder how am i going to perform later.. Haiz.. Of all times and days when i needed my voice most, i fall sick..

Din sleep really well again, as usual keep waking up due to noises in the house... I'm a light sleeper, unless i'm very tired if not little noises could wake me up.

Went Yoga lesson with Jessica instead as i woke up late and missed my pilates lesson at 12.30pm. Shoulder aching now, not sure if the stretching or my sleeping position causes it. First time been to Yoga lesson, it was quite fun but tedious. Jessica and I were struggling to some of the movements. The instructor is a china lady and i was trying my best to understand what she was instructing (in english). But not so bad as she will go ard the room making sure that u got the right position. I almost fell asleep when we were cooling down.

Went visited Shirlin & her new born baby after dinner with Jessica.. Din manage to see the baby cos he was soundly asleep.. Played with her eldest son , Elden instead.. Still as cute as before... 2 yrs plus.. Quite good in talking for his age, playful too.. I always find a child cutest at this age as they are learning to talk and full of curiousity... Went back at 9 plus and slept ard 11pm.. Been so long since i slept so early... Fully charged for the day....

What a boring day

2010-01-05T00:11:00.000-08:00

Woke up since 1 plus... Been sitting in front of the com surfing net, playing my FB games and chatting on msn with friends. Gtta prepare to go out soon, having a rehearsal later for an company event at Changi. Luckily it's only an hour then i can come back to rest a while before work tonight..

Sad :(

Stained 6 of my white tops on Sunday when doing my laundry.. Shouldn't have put the red top in, knowing that the colour might stained the rest of my tops. But cos i borrowed this top from my colleague, thought tt maybe she might have wore and wash it umpteen times and colour wouldn't fade anymore so decided to throw it in. End up.......................... Tried rescuing it from sunday till now by soaking it in bleaching solution twice but still failed to get the white back.. Bought these tops recently and only wear them once... A lesson to be learnt..

Feeling much better after 2 days of rest without work.. Muscles ache all over after gg to Amore for workout on last Saturday. Got walking difficulties lo.. Cant walk too fast and hard to climb the stairs cos muscles will ache more.. =.=" Lol...

Coming thursday got a singing event, haven even practised the songs yet.. Too long nv sing forget most of the lyrics already.. So lazy.. Luckily off tml, got some time to practised after my Amore lesson..

Updates Of Yesterday

2010-01-02T22:04:00.000-08:00

Woke up at 11 plus AM just now.. Couldn't sleep well since 6 plus AM.. His "tu tu train"(snoring) happily going on throughout.. Making my insomnia worse... =.="

Went Amore fitness @ Tampines 1 with Shanna & Melvin yesterday.. Did some workout, swim & gym.. Too long nv really exercise and my muscles are aching now.. Signed up a 1 yr unlimted package there & not cheap.. Heartache the $$ but no choice as it's time for me to keep fit and toned.. Putting on alot of weight.. :( Sob Sob They have alot of lessons which the other outlets might not have it.. So there's more choices for me to chose from.. And tt's the only Amore outlet with pool.. Though small but at least something la.. After a few hrs of workout really shag me out, felt so tired and sleepy when gg to work last night..

Bought this IPhone casing when leaving Tampines 1.. It's very me cos i like blings and glitters.. They have alot of designs ranging from $19.90 to $29.90. Though nice but quality not very gd.. If u dun mind can buy.. Located at 3th or 4th floor if i'm not wrong.. Shop name Tenchi Playground..

Took these pics after work last night...

Gotta go wash my clothes.. so much to wash........ Faintzzzzzz......

Shopping spree

2009-12-27T10:46:00.000-08:00

Love at first sight for these 2 pairs of sneakers when i was shopping at Genting.. Yes.. From Adidas again.. Jus like some of their designs...

Like the cutting of this jacket.. My fav colour white!!!!

My Fav !!!!

2009-12-13T04:40:00.000-08:00

Bought this Hello Kitty mahjong and cushion at Bugis Junction on Friday.. Fall in love at first sight when i see these 2 stuffs.. Wanted to buy it myself then Baby say he wanted to buy for me as Christmas present so that he dun have to crack his head to think wad else to buy.... LOVE IT...!!!! So looking forward to use my mahjong.. Duno when i got the time... Hee :) Hugging my cushion to sleep every night.. It's so soft and comfy.. Feel sad when i threw away my 2 hello kitty cushions tt time when i clean my room.. Finally got a new one... I'm just super hello kitty fanatic..

My new hello kitty head cushion

Haha.. Louis Vuitton damier look-alike hello kitty mahjong briefcase

With Hello Kitty chips & accessories

Hello Kitty head on every tiles... shimmering pink .. so nice..

Troubled....

2009-12-06T09:01:00.000-08:00

Was terribly drunk last night.. Vomitted like hell.. 2nd time since working at Ratchada... Baby said I almost vomitted my whole gastric out as he can hear it pumping gastric juice out loudly.. Was supposed to be back straight after work as Baby was waiting for me to take over him in playing mahjong with his friends but was held up by some customers who keep asking me to drink..

I'm greatly affected by work recently.. It has not been as gd as it first started.. Might be due to the appearance of new faces, new things added to the club or the opening of other new thai joints.. Working in this line in order to get good sales, there must be sacrifices..But I cant go to certain extend like some pple did as I feel sorry for myself... I just dun like to pacify pple & entertain customers so much when I'm not working.. As what my in charge say abt me, I'm more of a straight forward person.. I told her tt I'm so tired of wearing a mask whenever I'm at work, to the extend till I feel that this mask stay on even I'm not at work.. She then say it's a part and parcel of growing up... I also rmb telling her that last time we dancers dun need to go to this kind of extend to earn money & y is it becoming this way now?! We are like actors... No matter what emotions affect them, they must still hide it inside and put a fake smile on them and finish their job.. Those with good acting skills will definately stand out from the rest and win... I've been thinking on how to pull my sales back like last time without feeling sorry.. Think I'm too prideful at times.. This is just very me..

Been trying to talk to Baby abt my work stuff but I guess he dun really understand how I feel.. He will have his own thinking and points when I'm trying to explain to him how I need to work on my job to get me going up.. He's like this everytime.. Can I say stubborn...?? Always have his very own thinking, own ways, own points and views in seeing things.. Cant change his thinking no matter how I explained to him so I always lose to him in debating over things.. I will automatically stop saying anything & kept very quiet as I know I will sure flare up if that conversation were to carry on.. But he will get more furious if I stay mute.. But end up he's always the one who gave in.. Still glad that he did.. :)

My 24th Bithday Celebration with my friends

2009-12-03T00:22:00.000-08:00

Celebrated my 24th birthday in advance on the 18th last month with my friends at My Secret Garden.. There's ard 15 of us i think.. After dinner some of us went to Club Alantis at Textile Centre to drink and party abit.. Got sabotage bt Shanna to go up stage & end up kena drink 5s of Martell.. Then the stupid skinny manager there got me to drink another 5 more seconds of it threatening me either to dance or drink.. Of course i chose to drink than dance.. Dun wanna do free show there.. So embarrassing... Didn't bring my camera along so waited for quite some time finally one of them, Shenice, sent the pics over to me.. Yet to get the pics from the rest of them..

All my close girlfriends and sis

The loving couple

Shanna, Shenice, Stephanie.. All e "S"

We like to act cute.. cos old liao.. Haa.. :)

Off Day

2009-11-30T02:03:00.000-08:00

Went Orchard with Baby yesterday.. It's been quite some time since I last went out for a walk to look ard.. Been wrking & slacking at home till neglect what's happening ard... As usual at this time, Christmas decor has been up.. But find the decor worse as yrs goes by.. Dun have the feel to take a few more looks at it.. Took 2 pics though...

Christmas decor at Heeren

Went Taka to get my birthday necklace from friends changed.. Though this design has been out for a long time but feel it's nice when wear on.. As I always go for Heart-shaped pendent, I like to wear something different now.

Dinner at Crystal Jade Xiao Long Bao restaurant after tt.. It's Baby's fav... He jus love to eat Xiao Long Bao.. Lol.. Went for a short walk inside Kinokuniya and then off to cineleisure.. While walking down the escalator, saw the 2nd floor of LV boutique almost done with their upgrade works.. So tempted to walk in.. Saw a few pple carrying the LV Galleria Bag, it's like hinting me to buy it.. But I must learn to curb temptation and control my spending!! Shall wait for a while more to see how thing goes...

Went into Guess boutique to see watches.. Baby insisted in buying a watch for me but I feel bad as he already spent alot for my birthday surprise.. So he shut me up by saying treat it as a christmas present.. I have 2 choices in mind..

This is the new Guess Swiss Made watch..

36 Diamonds set into bezel, 6 Diamonds set into dial

Water Resistant 100m

Actually prefer this but I think it's not cheap

Polished stainless steel case Silver dial Leather strap watch Crystal set frame with AX Logo

Wanted to see Christmas Carol but by the time we reach cineleisure, there's no more show time for it.. Dun really feel like watching the rest of the movies so decided to catch it the next time.. Baby and I then suddenly start digging out dollar coins to play game and catch toys.. End up spending ard $20 plus catching some soft toys.. It's small but damn cute la..

My Birthday Surprise

2009-11-29T09:49:00.000-08:00

Got back from Batam Harris Resort on fri 27th.. Almost cant get back on tt day as e ferry is full at the terminal we took there.. Manage to get another ferry from another terminal... Phew!!! Was very tired on the every same night as I still went to work... Luckily not very drunk...

I only manage to take off on the 25th & 26th.. We didn't sleep at all on 25th night then we left for Batam on 26th early morning..Went to St James Boiler on 25th night with Baby as some of his friends were celebrating their birthdays there.. So coincidently same age & birth date with me.. The artist there were playing some games on stage which then I was being sabotage by one of Baby's friend to go on stage to dance & Baby didn't save me...!!! Instead he released his hands off mine & encourage me to go up.. Despite dancing in front of so many crowd everytime, at tt moment I still feel very shy and shivery.. A few other birthday pple were being sabotage on stage by their friends as well.. The artists then sang birthday song for us.. I was later being paired up with another birthday boy to compete dance with another couple.. Gladly, we won by the votes of the crowd in the house.. Was awarded with $50 St James voucher ..

Too bad I dun go there often so decided to give it off to my friend...Only valid for a month...

Baby & I was pretty shag from Sg to Batam.. Like 2 zombies gg for holiday.. We took lots & lots of pics.. Edited it for quite some time and finally can upload it here.. Enjoy viewing the pics...

My birthday nails.. Thinking what design to have next for christmas!!!

Collecting our ferry ticket at Harbour Front Centre at ard 7am.. I rmb saying that the pple all very poor thing cos need to wake up so early to work & Baby scold me "siao"... :(

We dun even look tired though we din slp at all...

Baby took these when he's smoking on the roof of the ferry

Camwhore a little in ferry before we closed our zombie eyes to nap a while

Views of the resort

Views of swimming pool.. I was so engrossed exploring the views when suddenly I felt something wet dripped onto me.. Hoping it was rain while thinking that I wun be so suay to kena bird shit then I looked up and really saw a bird standing on the cable line right above me... Soon after tt I realised my clothes kena the shit.. Duno should I say myself suay or heng.. TWICE in 2 months already !!!! (-.-)"

Views ard our room

Views of our room

Our bed with orchid petals decor...

I formed this up.. It stands for James Love Candy.. Baby asked y is it JLC and not CLJ.. I shook it off by saying that I just feel like forming his initial first.. Haa.. But actually do u find that it's harder for a girl to say I love you than a guy saying it ?? Hmm.....

Views of Harris Cafe

While eating our lunch.. Baby love this pic of me.. He say I look very cute but I feel that I look like a pig here..

While heading out to town.. In cab...

Nagoya shopping centre.. A&W..!!! How long have we not seen it in Sg??!!

Racking up my childhood memories.. Waffles with ice cream and root beer float.. Missing it man!!!

Hello kitty phone and mini alarm clock.. SoOo cute..!!

Yea.. I'm a great fan of hello kitty...!!

Bought this to put all my accessories and miscelleous stuffs

Our romantic dinner by the sea swept by cool sea breeze.. So cooling

Views at nigiht

The antique jukebox at their entertainment centre

Went bowling after dinner & I won... Heh heh heh..... Lousy baby... :p

Though it's just a night trip, but feel Baby really make the effort to arrange all the programs quietly hiding from me despite together with him everyday and I dun even realised.. Really appreciate it cos for the past few yrs, I nv really had any birthday plans from that someone.. Nv once that person arranged any special programs for me.. Feel so different this time.. Instead of me thinking where to go and how to spend my birthday like before, everything has already been planned awaiting for me to receive it one by one thru surprises...

Thks my Baby... Really love it.. Muacks...!!!

Actually I realised since quite long ago that every yr birthday I will cry which i duno y... Be it relationship problem in the past, almost fought with my elder bro quite a few years back I rmb and etc..This yr I did not and I really enjoy myself... I almost cried when we were quarrelling in the shopping mall but luckily I hold my tears back.. Anyway birthday should be a happy day and not a sad one yea :)

Looking forward to our next trip to Genting next month.. So many short getaways recently.. Last month, this month and next month.. WhOoOoo...

Another knot tied

2009-11-23T22:18:00.000-08:00

Attended my cousin's wedding on Sunday 22nd at Meritus Mandarin hotel with my sis.. So coincidently my sis-in law's brother wedding dinner was at the same hotel too but at different level therefore mom and bro attended their dinner instead.. One similarity in btw is that they are all teachers, except for my cousin.. haha.. My cousin's wife is teaching at Yishun Primary which is my primary sch then.. So happy cos i saw my form teacher who was in charge of our class for P1 & 2. Surprisely she still recognise me & rmb which class it was.. Means not much changes in me.. (-.-)" That was like 14 yrs ago?! I rmb her cos i used to like her alot, and she's the only teacher in my life who calls my chinese name, of course not including my chinese teachers la.. She said i was very cute then.. haha .. dun even rmb how i look like at tt time. I only rmb i "bo geh" as i dropped my front tooth when i started P1. Feel very happy for her as she is the vice principal for another primary school now.. :)

Saw my dad at the wedding dinner.. It's been so long since i last saw him.. Realised that he aged alot.. More wrinkles, hair become greyer than before... Feel kinda sad though... I'm so afraid the pple i dote and love ard me aged and leave.. I really duno how will i feel then.. Haiz..

Ok.. back to my cousin's wedding topic.. His dinner was at 35th floor... The layout of the place was romantic and nice.. It wasn't a ballroom.. There's stairs dividing each layer by layer of floor space.. Taken some pic there ....

Their first outfit.. walking in to the room...

Their 2nd outfit

Pouring of champagne

"Yum Seng Time"

Me, My dad & Sis

My cousin's wife.. Closest cousin

Token of appreciation from the newly weds...2 small shooter glasses .. So cute...

Just Blog

2009-11-22T02:45:00.000-08:00

Back to work on thursday but went back in a short while as my cough worsten and cause me to be giddy.. Another day loss of income.. Haiz... Was working last night as well but luckily my cough din affect me so much as thursday night.. Shockingly I realised that i only work 9 days at Ratchada this month due to taking so much off days cos of my sickness and birthday celebration.. Counted my income for this month and figures dropped quite alot... So sad.. Getting sick of working there and nightless of drinking.. Baby console me by saying I worked too less days this month compared to the rest of the months which is true and it make me feel better... Must really buck up and not slack next month... Meantime restricting myself not to spend on unnesscessary stuffs till the end of the year..Already spend alot this month on my hair and treating my birthday dinner for my friends..

It's going to rain soon.. Dark clouds, cold wind blowing throughout the day.. Think it will be another long rain.. Baby sleeping now like a pig.. So shiok.. Feel like sleeping too but gotta prepare to go out to attend my cousin's wedding dinner.. Preparing after finish blogging.. Arrgghhhh... Feeling so lazy and lethargic now... So fast my only off day for the week is going to end soon.. Tml gonna start back to work and drinking again..

Wish that I have more free time to do the things I want to do but at the meantime wish to work more cos can earn more money.. Fickle minded me.. When will I kick off this very bad habit of mine.. :(

Tired

2009-11-18T01:46:00.000-08:00

I didn't sleep well last night.. Was tossing and turning throughout the whole night.. Had a dream but forgotten what it is.... But my insomnia wasn't cause by it... Will be back to work from tml onwards.. Feel kinda sick of it suddenly.. Back to drinking, back to dancing and back to not being myself... Work has been tired & stressful recently, especially these 2 months.. Rate of customers dropped therefore leading to the drop of sales... Making some of us lost the energy & will to fight for it.. Hope this raining days will go off soon... Luckily next month already got a few events on hand which require easy jobs.. :) Shall slack till end of this month and start fighting back from next month onwards... How long more will I still be stuck in this line..?? So tired of it already... Alot of pple has been asking me when am I going to change job, hw long more I want to stay in this line... Hear already also sian.. Hopefully I can fulfil my dreams fast then I can stop.......

Was raining very heavily earlier on & it just stopped... Will be preparing to go out in a short while but still feeling a bit lethargic & lazy... It's been so long since I last had a wonderful gathering with my friends, been so busy working therefore neglected them. My bro Bernard aka Big Butt keep complaining that very long nv see me liao.. So suay whenever he went down to Ratchada to find me, I always not working.. Cos he went on Sundays..!! Which I told him before tt I'm off on Sundays.. Blur King..!! Blame urself on that.. Blueh :p

Too bad i din take my camera along with me :( Left it home... Guess as usual gotta wait for my friends to send me then I upload the pics here.. Going to prepare now.... *drag my 2 lazy feet off the com*

So Bored

2009-11-16T21:40:00.000-08:00

It has been raining for days... Weather has been cold thru out... Here I am stuck at home doing nothing much but sufing the net, playing my FB, updating my blog and nevertheless never ending of taking herbal stuffs... Sadly i have yet to recover.. I really gotta see doctor if i dun get well by today... :( Din really sleep well last night, even Baby can sense it... Had countless dreams, 3 to 4 i think... After every dreams i will wake up once... This is the first time I had so many dreams in a night... Not sure y...

I'm so bored at home...!!!! Arrggghhh.... Baby out for work and i have to entertain myself till he's back in the evening by doing nothing...!! Tried playing games online... Play until sian.. What else can i do....?? Bored but excited for my birthday celebration with my friends tml... Might go out early for a walk.... Still thinking should i get LV Galleria bag..haiz

Continuing my online game............................................. (-.-)" BORED!!!!!!!!!!

illness got worse

2009-11-14T22:32:00.000-08:00

Super moodless now... Feeling so tired and lethargic... Menses, Fever, Cough & Sore throat all come visit me at the same time... Fever had subsided hope it won't come back again.. Trying to find replacement for work tml, doubt i got the energy to work.. Will lose my voice if i keep drinking and never rest enough.. It's been a long time ago since i last had high fever.. Got a forbia towards it cos it cause me to lost 3kg..!! Though slimming down is good but the process of it sucks....!! I was bedridden as if i'm going to die like tt... Eeeerrrrrr.... Just hate that feeling.. 要死不死的感觉.... Celebrating my birthday with friends this coming Wednesday so i must get well by then...

My shag Baby sleeping beside me now snoring like a piggy.. All thanks to him... Taking care of me in the middle of the night when i'm having fever.. Waking up to feed me medicine and change my fever pad... With all the medicine, herbal teas and sweets he bought for me, i guess i would be able to recover rapidly... Tonight still gtta bring Baby to Bottle Tree restaurant for dinner... Every sunday we would take turn alternately to bring each other to places with nice food... Craving for crab later as Bottle Tree Restauarnt got very nice Chilli Crab... Think hack care later liao, decide hw to cure my throat after eating it... Hee... I just love spicy food :)

Sick

2009-11-14T01:27:00.000-08:00

As what i expected, nights & nights of drinking and working.. I finally fell sick.. My throat pain is killing me.. Itchy and pain... Just by swollowing my saliva also hurt.. What i scare & hates most finally strucks me.. And that's COUGH..!! I can cough up to weeks and not recover, throat will hurt everytime i cough.. Luckily Baby bought me some herbal candies and Pi Pa Gao... Hopefully these will easen my pain and make me recover asap...

So tired.. Just reach hm after doing an event & went down Bugis to shop for some stuffs.. Slept quite late last night & woke up early this morning.. Thought that i could nap a while but seeing the time nw, dun think i have enough time to.. Have another event at 7 plus.. Feeling a bit giddy nw but still gtta force myself to work later.. cant manage to find anyone so last min to replace me.. Sianzzz.. I gtta endure again...

Christmas coming

2009-11-12T22:13:00.000-08:00

Vommitted like hell on Wed night, due to drinkin again... All thanks to Karen...Was having terrible hangover till last night and had to force myself to work... Glad that it all went off when i woke up just now.. Hungry, din really eat anything yesterday... Poor Baby... Feeling so apologetic towards him.. taking care & waiting for me every night... 辛苦你了... :(

Sad... friends had organised a christmas party next month at changi chalet on the 22nd and i slipped off my mind.. keep thinking tt it's on the 23rd.. plan to gather and exchange x'mas gift but i was away to genting... only back on the 23rd.. My shanghai trip postpone, sianz... maybe not gg anymore.. depends whether my uncle will be very busy handling his business there... Finally decide to take off on the 24th (x'mas eve) this yr, first in 5 yrs...It's really been a long long time tt i celebrated x'mas with friends and loved ones... hmmm... wonder what plan to have and where to go.. everywhere should be very pack with people.. Shall go think of some nice idea hw to celebrate it... :)

Back To Workout

2009-11-05T22:02:00.000-08:00

Gastric hasn't been feeling well these few days... Think due to much drinking almost every night... Wanted to buy gastric pills but not sure which one is gd... Think should ask my friend Judy who is a regular gastric pain patient.. Haha..

Started back doing exercise to firm and slim down my tummy.. Ever since working at Ratchada, nights & nights of drinking had cause my tummy to become bigger & bigger.. Super sad lo.. Keep looking back at my past pics whereby my tummy is flat and tone... Trying to agitate myself to exercise more to go back to what i was... Feel super conscious now, even more than e past.. My work place really stress us keep ourselves slim... My in charge even bought a weighing machine to keep track of our weight every month... Scary right... Very stress..... (-.-)" *sweat* Trying to cut down on oily & fried food... drinking mostly mineral water now or drinks with low sugar... It gtta start off with a healthy diet... Say myself as if I'm very fat like tt.. lol... Girls are just paranoid.. Keep complaining fat where as some are nt even at all..

Must keep it up to drop kilos in less than a month.. i can do it.. Yeah...!!!!

My 24th Birthday Coming!!

2009-11-03T23:26:00.000-08:00

Time flies...... Another year ending soon... Few more months to 2010, I'm turning 24... 又老了一岁!!! (;_;) Few more weeks to my birthday but till now still not sure hw to celebrate it.. I only manage to take off on 25Th & 26Th for it and Baby need these 2 days.. Duno wad surprise he's gonna give me.. He's so secretive.. Well.., shall wait for the day to come then will know...

Now the only date i left is 18th which happened that i was not schedule for any jobs.. Tt's the only nearest date that i could make it... I was intending to just have a simple dinner @ Secret Garden on the 18Th with my close friends... The problem now is i have 2 groups of close friends but only a day to celebrate with them... Thinking if it's all right to gather all of them together.. Guess there shouldn't be any problem right my friends...?? Know u all very sociable one.. Hee.. :)

Friends already start asking me what i wan for my birthday.. Honestly i really duno what i wan.. I dun seems to lack of anything now... Will go and think then let u all know abt it ok.. Give me some time okie :) Looking forward for the celebration...

ZoukOut coming soon again...!!! 14th Dec (Saturday) Thinking whether should i go this year.. Had lots of fun last year though it was super duper tiring...Karen suggest to take off and go there enjoy... Maybe I should.... Once a year thing cant missed it right....
December will be a very busy month for me.. Already got alot of events engagements by now... Think will be more coming up... Will be going to Genting with Baby & his friends from 20th to 23rd.. Already confirm and Baby told me that i gtta take turn to help his friend drive.. OMG!!! scary shit... When back gtta be busy for Christmas & New Year celebration.. Wonder my job required us to put up some show, if yes i'll be even more busy as need to go for rehearsal.. Baby complained that he will be alone & bored this year Christmas cos i told him tt i wanted to work due to better income.. Still deciding if i should take off to celebrate with him or work... I've nv took off on these celebrations before for the past 4 yrs in this line.. Feel wasted to let it go like tt but at the same time feel like celebrating it as i nv get to celebrate it for so many years.. Haiz fickle minded me... I'm forever like that....

My first holiday trip with baby

2009-10-29T02:56:00.000-07:00

Just back from Bintan with Baby... This is our first holiday trip... Plan quite some time back to take a short trip to take a break, finally we got it... Initially plan for 3D 2N from 25th to 27th but end up extending 1 more night... Baby feel a bit bored there cos there's nothing much to do.. Too relax for him to adapt to the living there.. I said tt he's too uptight, keep wanting to do something..

We did jet skiing, swimming, spa, ear candling, non stop eating and eating till i feel that i put on weight... 3 heavy meals per day. OMG!!! The saddest thing is our camera battery went flat on the 1st day, therefore unable to capture rest of the moments.. Sotong me forgot to bring my main hp with me which i left it hm charging.. Brought 2 other hps over thought without camera i still can use my phones to take.. BUT...... the hps i brought over all low batt and battery went flat... :(

Our passport & ferry boarding cards...

Our cute faces...

A kiss from him brighten up my day..

Baby keep taking pics of me when i'm sleeping

Our balloon faces

Inside ferry

I'm good at making baby laugh...

Bintan Lagoon swimming pool

While having our lunch by the pool

His mango smoothie & my tropical fruits smoothie

We share a beef burger cos it's too huge

Funny baby

The beach at very low tide

Feel like climbing up the rocks to take pics but was carried away by something else end up forgotten abt it

Baby's candid shot

Baby love this pic..

Baby hermit crabs that i caught

Someone drew a gigantic snail on the seashore... Nice

Baby drew this.. His wordings are fat and squarish

Hard taking this pic.. Took alot of jumps finally got it.. Tiring ..

I drew this...

Romantic dinner on the beach.. thought it's our romantic dinner but end up it's not.. Have to specially book for this

I love seeing Baby smile. Cos i like his "tiger teeth" Haha

At Orzo Restaurant in Bintan Lagoon.. Having our Romantic dinner.. while waiting for our course to be served

Our Juices... Gd to free from alcohol

Our appetizer

Camera went flat after this... Sad :(

My Boring Days Will Be Gone Soon

2009-10-11T23:57:00.000-07:00

Finally... counting down in another 4 more days & Baby will be back...!!! My poor Baby was being sent to Sumatra to aid pple after the evil earthquake happened... He has been there for weeks... According to baby, there's no facilities there and they have difficulty finding place to bathe... He told me tt that pple there are very contented with what they have.. Minutes & seconds of happiness deep down from their heart.. All they wanted is to have a shelter over their head, a place which where they call home & safe to live in.. Baby say tt's simplicity.. Can see that he really got to experience alot of their life there, become more understanding towards life...

Seriously feel that most Singaporeans are really too pampered... They tend to take advantage of what they have, nv there to realise hw fortunate they are to have those... I met some foreigners feel this way of Singaporeans too... If we were able to, we should spend time gg round the world to see different culture, standard of living of pple.. Luckily i'm nt there at Sumatra, as i know myself being so soft hearted & cry baby i'll tears definately...

New Hp Coming.....

2009-10-09T23:35:00.000-07:00

Yippie.. Received a mail today regarding recontracting of my M1 phone line.. They actually offer me a hTc Touch 2 at $0 if i recontract my line.. But valid for certain days and first 30-40 customers only... By then i got 5 phones... OMG... 1 borrow my sis & i use the other 4... Lol... dun have so many lines to use man so thought maybe can sell away my Iphone....

After using it for quite sometime, find Iphone rather boring... Probably i duno how to play with it... Typing sms is already a difficulty for me cos it's not as sensitive as my Nokia 5800. It can only use finger and not my nails which my 5800 can, so i can type very fast.. Keep typing wrong letters using Iphone... Somemore this hTc phone is a windows phone so think will be better... hee.... :)

More pics of Juski's Wedding

2009-10-07T03:09:00.000-07:00

Went to Jurong Park to take some shots.... All sweating as the sun is glaring hot... But it's a gd weather...

The newly wed and the brothers...
We, sisters waited so long for this day to punch him...

Now he finally know the "Ba Wu"(the smell) of bullying us all everytime...

The bride and sisters...

Me & the bride.. weird photographer ask us to touch nose to nose but at the same time look into the camera... As if our nose is at the side of our face... lol

Nice...

Yuki kiss Justin's ass off...

@ wedding dinner... we are the receptionist... telling guest where to sit and give them complimentary carpark tickets..

Me & mag

Bride's friends & sisters..

I was trying to bottoms up the whole glass of strong martell after having a few strong glass..

Me & my god bro (Bernard)

Before gg back...

Juski's Wedding Blog Updates

2009-09-28T22:46:00.000-07:00

After a good day rest yesterday, finally recharge with energy to do things... Had a super tiring but fun sunday... Yuki's & Justin's wedding day... We sisters finally had our revenge... wahaha~

Early in the morning 5 plus AM reached Yuki's place to prepare all the things to tekan Justin & brothers.. All sisters only manage to sleep an hour plus... All like zombie when reach her place...Haa.. of course i'm the master planner for the idea of the digusting drink.... Ingredients: celery, bitter gourd, 2 table spoon super spicy chilli, chocolate, honey, black sweet sauce, soya sauce, 4 eggs & 6 freshly squeezed lemon juice..
Super funny & happy seeing all of them dancing to NoBody wearing bikinis and straw skirt.. After their dance they were offered the disgusting drink filled in milk bottles... All of them vomitted it out.. After tt they were offered with chrysanthemum drinks and biscuits with WASABI fillings.. WoOhoO....
Most of us got injured cos of those agressive guys trying to push their way in.. I got blue black on my hand lo... We played for an hour plus then finally let them in to the bride...
Took damn lot of photos... But most of them r not with us.. so jus upload some first.....

Yuki.. The beautiful bride

At Justin's place...

Mag, Karen, Kiki, Yuki, Jomantha, Trina & me

Shack

2009-09-22T20:46:00.000-07:00

Been so lazy working ever since i'm back from Bintan... Probably the trip is too short till i cant get enough of it therefore now hanging halfway.... Yearning for another short few days holiday again.. Hopefully be able to go next month........

Alot of things has been happening these few weeks... Mostly are bad stuffs, making me so tired of it... Next month gotta spare some time to go Ikea get a new computer table for my room..... Tidy all my wardrobe, clothes, room & repaint it.. My cousin giving me his LCD Tv now wondering which corner of my room to place it at.. I'll be off every sundays next month hopefully i got the time & energy to do all these......

I'll be on my own soon... Shall let my family, work & friends occupy all my time.... Life will pass faster.........

My Bintan Trip

2009-09-15T03:16:00.000-07:00

Back from Bintan on sunday evening.. Had a great time there, but too bad we dun have enough time to do the things we wanted to.... Went to the beach this time and my god it's damn beautiful la.... Took a few nice pics back.. enjoy!!!

Our room toilet... With big bath tub & shower head.. so shiok...
The King size bed which we slept for a night...

The balcony.. which is facing a "wonderful view"...

Tadaaaaaa...... Our wonderful garden view which they stated... (-_-")

The space for room massage service...

Looking dwon from where we stayed...

The entire view of our hotel...

They actually have this romantic service for couple.. I'm standing at the pathway & at the side are all the fire torches leading to the dining table which is set on the beautiful beach...

The romantic dining for couple on the beach...

The god damn beautiful beach...

The crystal clear sea water under the beautiful sunshine...

You can walk 100m away and the water is only at ur ankle level...

It's low tide and so we caught alot of mini hermit crabs.. Initially jus wanted to catch one but ended up catching more than 30 of it.. Lol... (-_-")

Beautiful sunset.. Took it when we were on our way out for dinner...

Mathaar Tilar.. the place where we did our mani pedi & breast treatment.. haha.. (The Pathway)

I like having meal at this place.. Cafe Helo Helo.. Located at Pasar Oleh Oleh... They even have unplug singers singing to customers while they having their meal.. And trust me their voice is very nice...

Small shop houses located in Pasar Oleh Oleh...

Counting Down

2009-09-08T23:19:00.000-07:00

It's WEDNESDAY..!! 3 more days to go Bintan.. though it's jus 1 night yet feel excited as it has been quite some time since i really relaxed myself ever since i came back from Bangkok in June.. Still thinking on how to spend tt 2D 1N wisely.. Tt gd friend of mine doesn't play water sports if nt i'll be gg crazy trying everything.. What else to do there leh besides eating, spa, swimming & tanning? Hmmmmm...... A bit worried for the trip cos it's only e 2 of us with no guys ard... but think it should be quite safe la, so someone pls tell me not to worry..... Haha....

Tired nw... woke up quite early jus nw & cant get to slp already... My bro is moving back hm in Nov... We planned to repaint the rooms together... Yippie... But first i need to clean up the mess in my room... hw i wish i got 2 maids to help me with it... there's so many stuffs tt i need to throw away... wanted to change a new computer desk too cos the current one i have is quite big, making no space for my room... The most headache thing is my clothing... too much till 2 wardrobes also not enough... my friend is giving me his TV & dvd player cos he bought new ones.. thinking where & hw i should place it.. my room is too small... arghh.. y the flat nw all rooms so small one... Hate it!

Since i cant get to slp, i better go get my things done.. Deposit my pay cheque, collect my registered mail, collect my old Hp from Nokia Care Centre, buy IPhone accessories & maybe go do my nails... Suddenly so much things to do... gotta go...

Need Some Fresh Air

2009-09-06T02:37:00.001-07:00

Everyday....

Work. Stress. Tired.

I Really Need Some Fresh Air....

Just booked my tickets & hotel to Bintan.. Will be going with my bestie Lilian coming Sat..Still got 5 more hard days to go... Yeah... Just the 2 of us...!! We got enough of Singapore air.. so tired breathing it so decided to make a 2 day 1 night trip to relax ourselves & to get away.... Too bad can only go away for 2 days.. sianz....

::My Needs::

UNDERSTANDING.. My job, my friends, the way i do things really need pple to understand.. Without their understanding, it really makes me feel I'm lost....

Idiotic, Clumsy Me

2009-09-01T22:21:00.000-07:00

I must really salute myself for my clumsiness this time... Cant stop laughing at myself for what I'm doing...... I had a bad fall last night & hurt my back at Ratchada...

BECAUSE..............

I saw one of my friend, wanted to kick him but end up slipped & land hard on the ground without my leg even touching him... Idiot me... Nt sure if i hit my spine or something but jus feel pain when pressing it... Start to swollen liao... Sob Sob :( Few days back walked till slightly sprained my ankle, last night had a bad fall... Haiz... Really shake head to myself...

I'M CLUMSY.............!!!!!!!!!!

Had a boring time working last night.. My mind keep thinking of something else... Very confused... I really duno wad i wan still.... Things keep dragging, the more we feel in agony....

Went Ratchada after my work from else where... Honestly wanted to drink abit with friends as I'm feeling down.. But when e moment i reached there, Noelle told me Karen is super damn drunk.... Gotta carry her out from the artist room to outside & wait for her friend to fetch her back hm... I carry till my right arm keep feeling numb till nw loh... By the time i settle her & went back in, lights are on.. Sianz... After tt only manage to drink a strong drink with my sister's friends... Tonight i'm working again, wonder if i can still dance with my pain back & pain ankle... Gd luck to me.....!!

Torturing

2009-08-29T23:24:00.000-07:00

Confused, hesitating, fickle-minded & troubled... It's all in me, in my heart.. The longer i drag, the worst it become... I dun wan tt... I wan a happy ending like fairy tales... To hold or to let go, to walk forward, stay put or move back? Follow my heart, think wad is right?? Every possibilities i thought is right, every movement i thought of seems following my heart.. Arrgghhh... HOW??!! I've nv stuck in situation like this b4... Hate this feeling... Think time will resolve everything? In my case it doesn't... I'm being sandwiched & gotta make a decision soon so as to let us be relieved...

TIME IS REALLY RUNNING OUT......

I'm Poison With Branded

2009-08-15T01:41:00.000-07:00

So funny.. Dear's mom say i'm poisoned. Poisoned with branded. Just bought my Gucci Sling bag not long back , yesterday i bought my another new love LV Hampstead MM. Think i'm really poisoned cos even when sleeping i dreamt of walking into LV boutique to buy a bag. Though it costs me almost $2k, i'm super excited & happy having it. Actually thought of getting Galliera but they only have white damier & monogram canvas which i dun really fancy that much. I asked the sales person & he told me that i can actually made to order a dark damier Galliera but i gotta wait for 4 months & it cost $2.4k which cost $460 more. He said in Singapore there is only abt 5 dark damier Galliera. But after considering, i still decide to have Hampstead first. I'll just keep that in mind put into consideration. =)

Belated Blog

2009-08-15T00:53:00.000-07:00

Due to busy schedule, now then i gt the time to update this blog. It's on the 26th July where me & my gal friends went Ma Maison @ The Central for dinner as well to celebrate their Bdays. Got Lilian a Tiffany & Co bracelet and got Jolene a coach sling bag. As usual, Sherlin, our another close friend couldn't make it to join us in this wonderful gathering.

Guess alot of pple know this Western Japanese restaurant. Simply love the ambiance, decoration there. The restaurant is decorated in Vintage Style, playing soft music making the place soOo cozy. Even the table is laid with floral printed cloth, table decorated with a little lamp adding more feel to the ambiance.

Printed plate.. Key given to us when gg to foot the bill

Our all-time favourite appetizer - Caesar Salad

Ma Maison is famous for its Escargot. This is the 1st time Lilian, Mag & I eating it cos we are all afraid of eating snail looking like food. Especially Lilian, she picks on food alot and she always say she despise ugly looking food. But however, it really taste so NicEe!!!

Our Main Courses

After our sumptuous meal, we went to to the Party World at Liang Court. It's their newest outlet in Singapore & i really must recommend this outlet as they add more work in the rooms to make customers enjoyed when they patronised. They put dices, tambourine & clapping hand toys for customers to play while enjoying their K Session.

Colourful flashing lights in the room.

Jolene & Mag

I'm Shopaholic !!!!

2009-08-04T00:15:00.000-07:00

Went Ion Orchard with dear & his family on Sunday.. Wanted to just window shopping and as well to change the top which his sis bought the wrong size for dear BUT ended up shopping myself.. The shopping mall was quite huge, constructed till B4 & even link to Wheelock Place, Orchard Mrt Station which is also linked to Wisma & Taka. Can spend the whole day shopping from here to there without leaving the air conditioned place. I'm truly attracted to the LV store there though I din got the time to go in. The queue was damn long, store was damn big.

END UP SPENDING $400+ ON..........

Simply love this pair of shoe.. Love at first sight..

Working hard really worn me out

2009-07-24T23:32:00.000-07:00

Has been working hard this month, almost every night... Dancing & drinking... Sore throat, coughing, jelly legs, painful soles nw..

Drink till high for the past few nights, even when I'm not working on Wed. ALL BECAUSE OF STEPHANIE GWEK ..!! Haha.... She celebrated her B'day at Dragonfly tt night & as usual she keep BUTTERFLY-ING around plus the rest of her friends keep cheers-ing for every 3-5 mins. Hennessy, beer, vodka shooters & Martell was all i drank tt night, as if i'm the b'day girl.. Karen & Mag came down after their work, both quite high also.. They still wan to go Balestier eat BUK KU TEH after tt but i was very tired & went home first.. Luckily din follow that 2 siao char bo cos it's close..

Working every night nw makes me so lazy to go out in the afternoon though at times i woke up very early.. Just feel very lethargic & only want to spend my time on FB playing my barn buddy which dear says tat it's a low IQ game. He always say tat as i play games like Viwawa Sushido or Restaurant City in FB whereas he played online games like Fifa, Transformer or Left 4 Dead. I just cant play 3D games la... Makes me wanna smash the whole com as i got difficulties using mouse to control directions & it makes me feel giddy..

Did online shopping on CleoCat Wholesale Fashion yesterday & spend $249.40.. Sob sob :( Just cant resist Korean Fashion...

Will be seeing Mag to buy our girlfriends presents later... Drag till today then buy.. Finally... Signing off.....

Addicted To Screen

2009-07-20T00:32:00.000-07:00

FINALLY....!! Finish watching Korean drama series Boys Over Flower on YouTube.. But not shiok enough cos it's in Korean language & i gotta read the sub titles.. Simply attracted to the guys, all pretty boys... Story line is the same as the Japanese & Taiwanese version but it's so much nicer. The songs are very nice as well... But just very pity that they nv filmed Ku Junpyo & Gim Jandi married scene. It's just like a fairy tale, like cinderella marrying the prince.

I went watching Harry Potter with Dear few days back at Cineleisure. Actually wanted to watch Ice Age 3 but too bad the show time all ended early, but surprisingly there's still Transformer late show though it's on screen earlier than Ice Age. Disappointed. Thinking Harry Potter is my favourite movie as well so dun mind but end up it's a great great disappointment too. Not much actions, alot of talking. The most crappy thing is related to the title, Harry Potter & The Half Blood Prince. It's a 2 hour plus show and all along we were wondering who's the half blood prince. The longer we waited, the more enthusiastic we were to know. Until towards the end of the show, "Snape" one of the professor in Harry Potter's magic school say "Yes, I'm the half blood prince!" Tat's all !! And Harry Potter in this series seems powerless, not so heroic as all the previous series. Next exciting movie coming up soon that i wanna watch is Final Destination 4, think will be out on 27 August. Alvin & the Chipmunks will be out end of this yr. Alot of great movies in this 2009 & so far the best i've watch is Transformer. Dun mind paying to watch the 2nd time.

Super Sad

2009-07-09T01:14:00.000-07:00

I'm super sad cos i stained my new Gucci bag.. Was wearing my black skirt which i bought from Bangkok. Din know tt the colours will stained my bag, Now I'm looking for a cheap n gd shop to wash all my branded bags. Anyone know any?? Very desperate liao.. i know there's one at Far East name Le Shine but my friend say for washing a Gucci wallet it's already $55. For bigger bags think each would cost ard $100 each ba. Another one i saw on Internet is Cleanque, which got a few outlets but not sure of the price. Haiz..

Heartache (;_;)

See..!! Quite obvious...

Bangkok Holiday 28th June - 1st July

2009-07-08T23:35:00.000-07:00

Back to Bangkok after 1 yr plus, after so much riots had happened. It changes alot. Things aren't as cheap as last time though it's still cheap. More shops, more new places. As usual we stayed at Baiyoke Suite hotel which is located at Pratunum, our fav shopping area. This is the first time going holiday with Justin, Alex & Fion. There's a total of 7-8 of us. But the feeling aren't as excited as my other holidays, probably already went there so many times.

1st Day

Reached our hotel at ard 3 plus. I'm very shack as quarrelled with dear & did not slp at all. Check in put our luggage & went for lunch. Wanted to go to the famous Wanton Mee stall to have lunch end up cant find. Din manage to buy anything much for tt day too. Was packed everywhere as it's a Sunday!! Went Platinum Shopping centre for crazy shopping. It's really a shopping heaven there. It's like far east & bugis combine together. Probably much bigger than tt.

Some colourful shorts, tops, pants for dear & this turquoise heels. LOVE IT SOOO MUCH. !!!

DAY 2

Wake up early for breakfast then head to the famous Thai 4 face Buddha to pray. Fion & I was so ignorant abt it & we ended up praying the wrong direction. Afraid that it will have reverse effect on us. Well i guess we were ignorant abt it but since we were sincere in our heart there shouldn't be a big issue. There's alot of Singaporeans went there to pray as well. Actually not only there to pray, there's in fact alot of Singaporeans still went there for holiday despite of the high rates of H1N1 cases. Though we Singaporeans speak singlish all the time, it's gd in a way. Cos as one talks, u'll be able to recognise them as one of us.

While walking to Siam Paragon passed by some shopping centres & i bought some MAC brushes & gel eyeliner. Not sure it's cheaper or more ex there but i just feel like buying at tt moment. Passed by Body Shop & bought another 2 more brushes. Just love Body Shop make up brushes, it's so soft.

Reached Siam Paragon at 3 plus & saw my favourite Subway.. WoOhoO.. After munching, we gals start our crazy shopping for BRAS!!!!! Triumph is much cheaper there. The whole lvl is all lingerie of more than 6 brands. We shopped there for 3-4 hours till Justin grumbled liao.. Hahaha... Alex cannot tahan & went drinking coffee with ah Ta..

Triumph bras & undies, couple tees for me & dear, umbrella for Dear's mom & mini speaker with remote control for Dear's bro.

And the most hilarious thing happened on this day. I find it really joke of the day. We happened to talk abt our hotel room & Ah ta find his room eerie as he's bunking alone. Alex keep adding oil to it by saying some ghostly stories when he went to some other countries when he's in hotel really got Ah Ta & Fion goosebumps standing. When gg back to hotel they even came to our room to see if it's creepy & Alex start commenting abt every of our rooms. Ah Ta become so stress abt it & Fion was so afraid too so end up the 3 of them plus Alex went back to their room, packed their luggage to check in another Hotel. (-_-") Kiki & I then move our luggage to Ah Ta room as Yuki & Justin's room was jus beside it. His room is damn cozy lo & i dun feel creepy at all man.. It's all Alex's shit talking.... FAINT!!!

Day 3

Went back to Platinum to continue shopping as we din manage to finish browsing the whole building on the 1st day.

Busy road of Pratunam area

More heels, more lingerie

More dresses

We went to Bangkok Supper Club to party. Order 42 Below Vodka Kiwi flavour as Ah Ta only drink Vodka. The club structure is quite interesting. It's quite small. Actually it's a circular huge container that manage to only divide into 2 parts. The R&B side and the house music side.

Me, AhTa, Alex & Yuki..

I'm already quite high in this pic. Alex la... Pour so much vodka in my glass. Justin already fall aslp by then. Crunching like a prawn at one corner.

Hmmm.. now thinking of gg to Taipei next.... Yuki last night jio me to go during October.. But it's gg to be winter season nothing much left to buy.. Probably next yr of this time.. Saving more $$ for it as i will really shop like mad women there.. wahaha....

Cai Xiao Hu Concert

2009-07-02T03:32:00.000-07:00

Did back-up dancing for Taiwanese famous hokkien singer Cai Xiao Hu last Sat. He did a mini concert at Suntec City auditorium. Was quite nervous as it was my first time doing back-up dancing for artist. Since he's a hokkien singer therefore of course we gotta dance hokkien songs..... YES RIGHT.. I know... HOKKIEN SONGS !! Was quite lost as it was all very slow sentimental songs.. Not used to it at all as i always dance faster tempo hip hop or R&B. Thks my bro Jackie for being so patient teaching me the choreo.

The crowd was of course those aunties, uncles & Tais-Tais. We had a total of 4 costumes to change & different props to match with different outfit. Like all the outfits though they were quite oriental. Make-ups quite thick with hair bun up. AND MOST SHOCKINGLY seeing myself in thick red lipstick. OMG!!!!!! Cannot tahan.. Luckily i look ok.. Only manage to take 1 pic using my hp... Rest of the pics still with Donna our coordinater cum mama san...

Whole World Mourning For His Death.. The Earth Superstar Micheal Jackson

2009-06-26T02:17:00.001-07:00

Guess the whole world already knew abt the death of our International superstar Micheal Jackson.. All channel news have been reporting, newspaper and news on web.. All abt him.. He had suffered from Cardiac attack and doctors couldn't revived him after an hour more of help. His current age is 50 which is still very young.. It's a loss to the world that we had lose someone so great like him..

His songs, moonwalk dance are all in everyone's memories... Now that he is gone, it only left us with memories... Since young I'm already addicted to 2 of his slow songs which till now i still like it a lot..

You Are Not Alone & Heal The World

Back Blogging

2009-06-26T01:53:00.000-07:00

Hi I'm back again after so long of not updating anything. Been busy working & very tired that lead to my laziness.. Will be flying to Bangkok this Sunday for holiday with very good deal of SQ flight costing only $198 to and fro.. It's a very gd promotion.. Heard there's a lot of cases of H1N1 over there now.. Not really afraid of the disease as there's a cure to it and probably will be wearing mask all along... Just afraid that i might get quarantine for a week when I'm back..

After working so hard for few months, i bought myself a bag as a reward.. Heehee... Was in love at the first sight of it.. Hesitating for around 15 mins and bought it... It's a baby pink glossy sling bag.. Moreover now with the sales, it's definately worth buying.. Usual price $1190. After 30% discount is only $833. Cheaper by $357 !!!!!

Will have more pics uploaded when back from Bangkok.. Flying in 2 more days and my luggage is still not packed yet.... Haiz.. Lazy me....

Bintan Trip Part 1

2009-06-01T01:20:00.000-07:00

Went Bintan on 24th May for 5D 4N for event. It was quite fun though especially when there's a day we actually participate in the Team Building Programme with the guest @ a place name FOCUS Adventure. They had pretty "cheesey" games but very fun. We did alot of stupid things which made us behave like idiots & retards. But end of e day. we had so much of fun. We had nothing to do much there as it was raining for few days & we couldn't had any water sports going on. I gain some weight as we keep eating & eating. Very meals there almost got our tummy exploded with food.

We went to a place name Pasar Oleh Oleh to have nice crab, tom yam steamboat & wonderful spa which cost SGD $80. It includes of scrub, massage, bath, masque. Super shiok la. There isn't any street lamps along the road, surroundings r forest & it's pitch dark. Quite scary though.

Well... I wouldn't mind to go back again though there isn't much stuffs to do there. But at least let me have the chance to wake board & jet skii. :)

Publish Post

Silk Club in Bintan Lagoon Resort

DBL O Anniversary 22nd May 2009

2009-06-01T01:15:00.001-07:00

Bacardi Farewell Party

2009-06-01T01:01:00.001-07:00

After 4 months of working at DFS aiport, yesterday was my last day there.. Hmmm... Thru jus short 4 months i got to know alot of wonderful pple.. Made alot of new friends.. Though tired but kinda miss those days & fun... Not sure if there were any chance to go back there again. But friends, we still be able to keep in contact & meet out ya... Just a call away.. It's really nice meeting all of you.. I'll miss yall...

Me, Jamine & Selina

Cutie Pie Grace & I

Me, Karen, Yan & Judy

Me, Jermaine, Winnie, Mag & Lisa

The Bacardi Crew

I Love The Sun

2009-05-05T06:25:00.000-07:00

I had a nice day out with Beckie to Cafe Delmar for tanning... It's been ages since i last get myself lying under the hot sun.. Supposingly Elise was to join us, but as usual she PUT AEROPLANE AGAINnnnn .....!!! Claiming that she's sick la.... BLAH BLAH BLAH and so on when she dun even bother to inform us tt she's not joining... She jus jolly well off her hp to rest & left us there calling and looking for her.. Beckie already predicted she wun turn up... Wad a bad attitude that she has & always got me sooo f***ing pissed...

Anyway today's sun was extremely good but still cant get the tann i wanted as i'll get fair very fast... My mom always say i look like "SAI" (shit in dialect) when i got very tann.. DOTS (-_-") Beckie took a few pics too but told her not to post it cos i din have any make-ups on plus i look haggard & messy.. Hahaa.....

Mother's Day is ard the weekend & my mom already questioning me where i want to bring her for sumptuous dinner.. She's very "kiasu", everytime will remind us abt her special occasion when the date is still far... Probably afraid that we might forget abt it... Wonder will i be this way when i'm old??? Lol.....

Turning in soon as the sun today really absorb 80% of my energy.. Gotta wake up early for exhibition tml... 2 days off and tml back to work.... Work, work , work... (^_^)

Baby Carisha reached 2 yrs old

2009-05-04T10:39:00.000-07:00

Went to Pasir Ris Coasta Sands Resort after getting my nails done at Marina Square on 30th April... It's baby Carisha 2nd birthday.. Yrs had passed so fast & it's been quite sometime since i saw this god-daughter of mine..

She's still very petite... Same as her mom.. Runs fast, with few pple chasing after her when she runs.. Daring & super playful... Super cute la... Keep on taking her yellow swimming float and walked towards the pool by herself.. She will dance to music too.... She really got her mom's genes man... Super light till i can carry her using one arm... Children really grows very fast.. Think the next time i see her she already knows hw to talk more fluently...

Discovery Kinky Sch Girls Nite

2009-04-30T22:14:00.000-07:00

It's been so long since i upload any pics.. Finally there's something for me to load up...

Every end of the month @ Discovery which is located at CHIJMES, we'll have some theme party going on... U can bring ur friends there to enjoy the party... So do check it out...

Super Bad Mood

2009-04-21T07:59:00.000-07:00

Aarrgghhh..... In super bad mood today.. Damn it man!!! Quarrelled with a taxi uncle just nw... Brought me explored almost half a Singapore... Cab fare was damn expensive.. He still claimed tat it is the nearest and fastest way to get to my destination.. For god sake, i do drive & i know e way.. Should have told him from the start which road i wanted to take.. But nv did i know tt who will take such a long & weird way to the place i wan to go.. ANGRYYYYYY!!!!!! Argued with me somemore....

Bloody hell economy bad also cant earn $$ in this way.. It's like cheating passengers money!! Thinking should i jus call and lodged a complain for his unacceptable & rude service... Think all cab company should give their drivers extra lessons 2 remind them hw to maintain & provide good service at all times.. They should provide the cheapest, fastest service to satisfy the passengers & nt wasting our time & make us pay a bomb.... I dun denied tt there are actually very nice drivers ard... But those who like cheating passengers money should really reflect on themselves....

Tonight is the night

2009-04-17T10:26:00.000-07:00

Yippie............ Finally it's sat... Though gotta work later at 7am till 3pm but i'm still awake.. I'm too excited abt crazy partying tonight with my closie.... It's been such a long time since i last party till crazy with them....... More PICS.... Gotta get HIGH........... No HIGH cannot go HM... LOL......

Guess i've been trapped working almost everyday & straight hm after wrk everytime till i almost go crazy........... Trapped for too long inside... So finally there's time for me to let it all out... Luckily i'm off tml.... Better slp fast before i get too exhausted for the night............

ZzZZzZzzzzzzzz

I Miss Everything...!!!!!!

2009-04-14T11:16:00.000-07:00

Time flies fast... Just at a blink of the eyes, almost 3 months passed.. Next month will be the last month wrking at DFS... Thru these months, i made alot of friends.........

But somehow i still misses the life i've been spending before start working here...... I miss the times whereby i went late night clubbing with my crazy friends.... Drink & whack alcohol like there's no tomorrow... Miss the times where i was so free in the day & sometimes have friends gathered to have a Mahjong session.... Miss chilling out & movie with them... Just alot alot of things that i dun even have the time at all to do it nw.... I do feel lifeless.... Seiously i do... Almost everyday gg to work, & went hm straight right after if there's no shows aftertt....

Some friends thought i was busy accompanying my bf thruout these period.. But, HEY...... YOU GUYS ARE WRONG..!!! I'm very busy working all along.... Tt's the reason i seems to MIA from our craziness world....

One more plus month to go & i'll b free... Yippie!!!!!! By then i gtta stress wad other permenant day job i can actually go for.. Or maybe should i jus go take up some courses.... Haiz.... Shall thought over it on bed........... ZzZzzzzzzz

Shack

2009-04-07T09:04:00.000-07:00

Jus came out from a nice bath after wrk.. Shiok...!!!! Worked 8 hrs today.. Tml is my full shift so gotta turn in in a while.. Almost everyday working, even on off day i feel lazy to go out... Seems lifeless.. 1 more plus month to go and the promotion will end.... Gotta tolerate....

Saw Craig David in person today... There was a mini press conference of him at T2 transit.... He was so damn cool la.. Too bad he din sing & i din manage to take any pics from him as i was a distant away.....

Well.... seems tt i got nothing more to log abt.. Tat's all for today's entry....

ZZzzzZzzz............

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2009-04-03T09:41:00.000-07:00

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MY 100TH BLOG POST !!!!

2009-04-01T07:30:00.000-07:00

I've nt been feeling well for the past few days... Hate it man...!!! From flu to sore throat then leads to cough & fever.. Been controlling the fever from cming by taking some panadols & lots of stepsils, hoping my throat & cough will heal so fever wun visit me so easily...Weather is rather hot & humid recently.. I must have ate too much fried food & lack of water...

I got flu till my nose bleed today.. Maybe i sneezed too much the past few days and it bleed inside... Poor me...... :(

Yeah..!!! This is my 100th blog post already... But haiz cos it isn't a cheerful & happy one as i'm complaining abt my stupid sickness...

Anyway just hope tt all sickness will go away... Turning in soon as i gtta wake up at 6am & wrk till 11pm tml... Shack day tml........................... ZzZZZZzzzzzz

Wonderful KL trip

2009-04-01T05:44:00.000-07:00

Went KL with Dear & his family... Had a fun time with him.... Just too bad i wasn't really feeling well... Affect a little of my mood somehow...

Our room.. E usual hotel we went...

@ Sungei Wang shopping mall.. It's 6 storey tall with thousands of shops...

The busy traffic at KL

The lightings of KL

His bro, William & his mom

Sunway Lagoon... Taken from Pyramid Shopping centre

Ice skating ground in shopping mall...

Dear miss his childhood times... Haha....

Aren't we cute????!!!

A sumptuous & heavy meal..

The famous market at KL.. Chee Siong Kai

Our bling bling couple tees....

Damn it

2009-03-26T13:50:00.000-07:00

I'm tired, shack, unhappy and not contented.....
Shouldn't things be another way round..???!!

FINALLY

2009-03-12T00:37:00.000-07:00

FINALLY it's my off day again!!!! FINALLY got enough sleep, not waking up early & of course gt the time to FINALLY update my blog...!! So much FINALLIES....

I've been very busy ever since i started work at DFS.. So i really do cherish my every single off day tat i had.. But... Tat idiot bf of mine always pissed me, cos he always burned it off... He just came back from a 6D 5N trip from Jakarta.. He was saying of bringing his mom & me to JB for a walk & massage this morning BUT HE IS STILL SLEEPING ON THE BED LIKE A LOG NW..!!!! Always have a hard time waking him up.... So u all can see how my off day is being burned by this idiot everytime....!!! ANGRYYYYY.........................

It's nice working at DFS... I have alot of nice & funny collegues who always wanted to snatch my job to do when they are bored... LoL..... It actually reminds me of sch time somehow which Rules are strict & we are Rebellious... Yesterday i gt caught by a Senior Manager for wearing "loud" ear tarts.. It's 1 of my favourite ear tarts tt i've not wear it for a long time... It's an apple shape with colourful crystals on it.. I took it off on the spot... SoOoo reminded me of hw i got caught in sec sch for wearing the wrong accessories... Hahahaha~

**I'm so bored.... Gonna wake tt idiot up soon....

Our Sabai Night

2009-03-02T20:18:00.001-08:00

Finally I'm off at DFS today !!!! Though got an event later & luckily it's only a hour time...

But.......

I mistaken tt i gt no job tonight.. End up finding replacement nw.. Haiz.... Super tired and reali need more rest... Hope manage to get 1 if nt have to go work...

Took these pics on the 13th Feb late night while partying at Sabai.... Finally gt the time to upload everything...

Me :: Kris
Me :: Josephine

Karen :: Mag :: Me :: Jomantha

Me :: Karen

Passionate kissing of the 2, Mag & Louis

The 3 "siao ding dong"

Funny Jo & Bernard

Shack

2009-02-26T11:54:00.001-08:00

Wrking straight for two weeks non stop is not funny at all...

It can lead to tiredness to clumsiness then to accidents...

Keep bumping and cutting myself here and there these few days at work.. 3 days back something just pierced into my nail, 2 days ago bump onto counter and gt my ankle scratched and little swollen.. Today i hurt my finger here and there....

See la... these few days really "wu gao suay" bo...???

Till nw i still duno wad's the work schedule for March... Hoping to get a day rest soon.. I need to rest my brain before all my brain cells died... LOL...

Today Dear's dad jus fly to Australia to work... Manage to get a breaktime early to eat with his family and sent his dad to flight.. Will only be back in a month time.. Meanwhile his mom will be very bored at hm....

YawnNnNnn........!!!!! Shall blog again soon.. ZzZzzZzz.....

Just not my day

2009-02-23T08:55:00.000-08:00

Today is sure an unlucky day for me man!!!

(1) Caught some rain when going to work then end up feeling lethargic & restless while working..

(2) Broke a glass while working but luckily i din cut my hands...

BUT.............

(3) While plucking out the remaining acrylic nail on my finger, the small sharp piece pierced INTO my nail & it bleed... Have to go to watsons to buy a twister to get it out... HURTS !!

Quite tiring... Been working everyday after Valentine's Day... Be it day or night job.. dun even know when is my off day as the schedule for March hasn't out yet...

SUPER SHACK ..... !!

My 2009 Valentine's..

2009-02-20T00:30:00.000-08:00

My 2009 Valentine's is simple but I'm quite touched...

Dear went around searching for my present.. I'm quite touched when i saw the present though it's nt very expensive...

Touched as Hello Kitty is my favourite..

Secondly, I need a phone badly nw..

Thirdly, he's very sincere getting my present...

It's a product from China..
I must really say that China pple are very innovative and smart.. The function of this hp is super damn gd..
It can insert 2 sim card..
Different colour lightings of keypad everyday..
Various sound effects can be set when u call anyone..
Wonderfully it's a PDA phone as well..
Actually thought of getting Nokia E71, but nw with this hp i think i'm satisfied with it..

Our Shadow

My Hello Kitty Phone

We cam whore...

Stray cat dwn his blk gt wonderful eyes...

Happy Valentine's Day

2009-02-14T03:11:00.000-08:00

It's Valentine's Day again...!!!! Nv expect that i will still celebrate this special day with him again... Rmb last yr i had a bad celebration with him as we end up quarrelling & i end up crying... This year will definately be a very wonderful one....

Nw I'm waiting for him to come back at his place.. Heehee... He's nw getting my present outside.. Wonder wad he will get for me.. Hmmm :) Wonder wad surprises he got for me later too.. Saying that he had planned something for me.. Idiot.. Make my heart itch but refused to tell me, saying tt if he tell me then it wun be a surprise anymore.. "Nan De" he got so full of ideas, quite looking forward to what he has got.. *Feel soOo being adored*

But I feel very bad... I din reali think of getting anything for him cos he dun seems to lack anything nw... Think I'll just tie myself up with a ribbon and present to him... *Lol*

Lastly I wished everyone a very Happy Valentine's Day.. Be it with ur love ones, friends or family... Have a great celebration and all the girls, enjoy being pampered by ur boyfriends today...

"Mao" again last night

2009-02-12T09:42:00.001-08:00

I'm damn "mao" (drunk in thai) last night.. Memory has been very poor recently & been a big blur sotong too.. Initially last night i supposed to rest but all along i thought tt i'm wrking at night when i saw my hp calendar in cab then i realised tt i'm super sotong again..

Went down to DBL O to find Judy & Cash since they r dancing there.. At first i went slow on drinking.. Cash recommended me to drink 1664 beer.. Sweet and smoothing.. Nice..

After tt glass, i felt my kick for alcohol come back again.. I wan more alcohol...!!!

I ordered 6 tequillas, 2 each for the 3 of us.. Judy doesn't like drinking tequilla & Cash is driving so i din order much...

After tequilla.. Cash Said...

Cash: Eh ar bo "Tang Guo" i buy u back a drink, very nice one... Call Volcano..

Me: Wad is tt??! U dun make me drunk hor i still gtta wake up to work the next day..

Cash: Wun drunk one la.. On my bday i drank 4 of it and still standing straight & sober.. I can drink 4 liao then it shouldn't be a problem to u..

Me: Eh Judy, wad drink is this?? Nice ma..??

Judy: NICE...!!! SUPER NICE AH...

Then i saw the guy preparing the drink for me i start to panic.. It's something quite similar to Waterfall.. Need to light up e alcohol...

I drunk it and it was damn strong and yucky lo..

LESS THAN 2 HRS, I FELT MY HEAD SPINNING LIAO...

Suppose to go Sabai to continue drinking and look for Jack but I started to feel like vomitting when i reach there.. In e end, i din went in at all..

This is when the merlion start...

* Vomit when i reach shenton way..
* Vomit when i board on the cab..
* Vomit when i alight from cab...
* Vomit when i reach my floor...
* Vomit again when i reach hm..

Luckily all e way one of my friend take gd care of me.. Thks so much & sry tt i'm drunk again...!!!!

Smsed Cash earlier on thanking him for the WONDERFUL DRINK & make me a MERLION..

He replied: U should be proud as a Singaporean & being the FEMALE MERLION...

SHIT YOU..!! I dun wanna believe you next time liao.. LOL...

Laughing is the best medicine to relieve stress and tiredness

2009-02-12T09:15:00.000-08:00

2 days ago after work, my gd friend Jackie fetch me to west side as I'm meeting Dear.. On e way there, we crack stupid jokes tt laughed our heads off..

We passed by Eng Neo Rd & Jack said tt rd is "ying yang lu".. He then started telling me some ghostly stories happened in army camp.. One of it is saying a guy saw a faceless ghost, got crazy and nw still in mental hospital.. He nt sure whether it's real anot la, jus heard pple say so.. With my character i always like to crack jokes and talk nonsense, then i asked him...

Me: Hey, what if one day a faceless ghost is standing right in front of u and facing at u??

Jack: Wah lau i'll sure scare the shit out of me man.. (anyway he call faceless ghost as "Ji Dan Lian" *egg face*.. duno y, tt already make me laugh like hell..)

Me: I've nv met one b4 and if i do i think i'll jus walk thru it i guess..

Then guess wad tt idiot Jack said.......

Jack: No, u should go forward and ask "Excuse me, is there any "Dan Huang"*Egg Yolk* inside??!!

Me: Wah lau.. i will think of putting some light soya sauce to eat lo.. Wahahaha~

We both laugh till stomach cramp man... Imagine we can be so nonsense till this stage to turn a ghost story to a joke.. Tt really make all our tiredness disappear...

Feeling Lost

2009-02-11T05:27:00.000-08:00

Been so tired recently.. Wrking every day & night.. Time seems to fly so fast this way.. Is it good or bad..?? Though i'm making gd use of time earning more $$ but deep inside my heart i still dun feel contented. Feel empty as i'm still wrking on freelance job, no stable career & bright future. Somehw i still regret tt i din study well when i'm younger.. Hoping to upgrade myself but afraid i wun b able to make it as i've nv study for ard 7 years.. My mind is so occupy with work and $$. I'm so damn fickle minded duno wad should i do next to my career. Seems tt i'm so "Yi Wu Shi Chu".

Valenitine's Day is just this sat. I still gt no plans & nt sure wad to buy for him. In e past yrs, i always waste alot of $$ buying things tt he like.. Feel so "Shi She". This yr thought of spending a little $$ but doing something very meaningful and sincere for him but my mind is in a blank... Die~!! Wad should i do.. Pple any ideas??

Let Bygones Be Bygones

2009-02-10T15:08:00.001-08:00

Like i said before wad comes ard goes ard...

My conscious is clear and everyone knows.. God is watching and know who's THE BAD ONE OUT THERE..

Some pple cant stop gossiping and bad mouthing as their BIG MOUTH cannot be controlled. I STRONGLY believe in KARMA. So far i'm happily living my life and someone out there is receiving the BAD KARMA perhaps. Keep on hearing bad things happened.. Life seems rather upside down for her..

I wun feel happy for her mishaps cos i'm nt tt childish and nonsense.. Wadever happened is the past... If u and ur friend cant accept it then it's ur business.. Cos i'll b moving on & looking forward in life.. U girls can stay right behind if u all wan, nt my business... Moreover i have no time for all those nonsense, arguing abt the past...

Contented

2009-02-02T09:19:00.001-08:00

First day working at DFS is terrific !!!

Though the rules and regulations are very strict there, i still enjoy myself due to the super friendly collegues there..

I was still afraid tt i might be very bored as only 1 person is assigned to per terminal but luckily everything turned out fine. Though it's 8 hrs long of working time, i dun feel tt time is running slow at all.. Sales consider not bad today...

Hope everytime i will feel this way when working there...

Drink, Drank, Drunk

2009-02-01T09:59:00.001-08:00

Went drinking at Live Impact then to Sabai Sabai.. Crazy drinking night with my girls...

Chinese New Year

2009-02-01T09:32:00.001-08:00

My CNY nails which cost me $187 !!!

Went Loyang "Dua Peh Gong" with my mom and relatives on the late night of CNY eve..

This male cow was peeing when i took this pic.. EeeWwww...

Beautiful female cow

On the 2nd day of CNY.. Visit to my aunt's hse

My cute cousin which is age only a yr younger than my mom..

Her son which is only 2 years younger than me.. He call me "Ah yi"..

Mahjong session with my cousins

I got the rat, "pu hua kong" and then "hua shang zi mo". Limit 5 "tai". So nice.. Lucky me..

Outings with Dear

2009-02-01T09:19:00.000-08:00

Taken from different days...

Went East Coast Arcade and he caught some soft toys for me..

Went Downtown East for a movie and saw this huge 3-D poster.. Our favourite cartoon movie...

Taken on the 1st day of CNY.. At Partyworld

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